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neone thats lost somebody,
im feelin how u feel
ikno the hurt n the pain
yeeh i kno its real
i bin ther n bak to many times
my hearts cold like steel
idont want it no more
see imade myself a deal
that iaint gona never trust god
oh a notha man
im not willing to put my life
in a strangers hands
caus ukno its all fake
jus rules n demands
none of it means shit to me
i hava differnt plan
n its not to go to heaven
or down below
its to live my life for jus me
materials n flow
love jus gets u hurt
n toys with u so much mo'
n in da end gets takin away
so wuts the point for?
ijus dont get life
rite now im so confused
caus my hearts been so torn
n my emotions abused
my heads gettin lighter
losiin some uh my screws
cause i jus been to hurt
n i been to used
u kno i think of u everyday
that u been gone
dey say it was gods plan
but that was so damn wrong
caus now im sittin here
reminissin n writin songs
n thnkin of u guys n me
n how its been so long
since i saw yo face
or touched ur skin
its so hard to fite the
anger within
lifes jus not fare
so now im in it to win
ilove u guys so much
but now the new gurl begins
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