Previously listed in this location, was a, what some may call lengthy, essay about myself. I must admit that, although it was poorly edited, I was somewhat proud of it. The information there; however, became outdated, and was in need of replacement. Now, having said all of that, the purpose of what I am writing now, is to make the greatest attempt that I possibly can at equaling such a wonderful about me.
I believe the previous about me started rather efficiently, so once again I would like to tell you that I am a great guy. If you know me, you more than likely have an inferiority complex. It’s not that I am superior at all: it’s just that I would like for you to think that way. I find pleasure in vocalizing everything great that exists about me. I bet you have probably caught on by know that I am being somewhat satirical of my own personality. Truly, I would not like to think of myself as the arrogant being that I am, but it is undeniable that I have a significant amount of confidence in myself.
I am a talented individual. This is something that I will not try to hide. I play the guitar, and for as many hours I have spent drilling myself, I would only hope that my abilities there are as great as I think they are. Also I play the piano. It is the first instrument that I learned to play, and, for a while, did not truly have my passion. I was very young when I started learning, and because of my childish attention span, I did not excel in that talent until later ..ing the piano at age 6, and surpassing a piano-less void from the age of 9 to the age of 12, I began to develop my hands to play the fundamentals of a piano. I now play the piano often; in the worship team at my youth group, and in my leisure. I like to act. In the last about me that I wrote, I mentioned that life is one giant play to me. One minute I’ll feel like acting smart, and another minute I’ll feel goofy. At times I will just randomly speak with people, hoping to get a humorous reaction out of them. Other times, I can be very sincere, and over-vocalize my opinion. Most often, though you will find me silent. Sincere silence is what lies beneath my mask of humor, and abrasiveness, and more often than not, I will settle in the realm of my silent and peaceful haven. Other than acting, I sing. I sing in the shower, I sing in the car, I sing in front of people, and in front of my computer. I do not, however; sing in public places. I don’t want people to be able to hear my voice acapella. So if somebody asks me to sing a song when there is no music around, my usual escape is to play down the tone of my voice. It’s something I’ve done since the time of childhood, but I feel uncomfortable singing my best in front of people. I suppose this tactic may be a subconscious result of the fact that if people find my voice to be bad, then I have the excuse that I was singing that way on purpose. I do sing my best; however, when I am not in an acapella situation, and I receive compliments often enough to keep me singing. Guitar, Piano, and Singing, being the best of my musical talents, they are not my only musical talents. I can play the bass guitar, the saxophone, a little percussion, and a little harmonica.
I am absolutely obsessed with the computer. I am fairly new to the deep technical aspects of a computer, but I have been spending more time learning about computers, than I have been learning the subjects of school. Certain areas interest me more than other areas, but the Internet is seemingly my most advanced field. I know PHP, C++, JavaScript, VB Script, MySql, Ajax, HTML, xHTML, XML, CSS, DHTML, HTML DOM, and some Action script. Other than computer code, I know quite a bit about the windows environment, and about TCP/IP. I am much weaker in areas of other operating systems, and hardware, but those are topics that never interested me.
I consider myself to be a fairly intelligent individual. I may not be as smart as even the most average person, but I feel very smart. I don’t seem to have trouble understanding much, and I develop all sorts of ideas about life that sound very philosophical in my own mind. Possibly, I am just a really stupid kid, who is not smart enough to see past his own stupidity, and then there is always the possibility that I am the smartest person on the planet.
Lastly, and most importantly, I believe with all of my heart that there is nothing better in my life than my relationship with Jesus Christ, and I can tell you that one of two things is true, either 1: I am insane, or 2: I have a relationship with Jesus Christ. If you don't know why that's important than I want you to talk to me about it. If you want to argue with me, I would be more than happy to, even though an argument is the last solution to changing your thinking. I would just enjoy a little entertainment, and when you find the low point of your life, you can think about what I said to you, and consider it with a little less resistance, because there might not be anywhere else to look considering that you won't find happiness or satisfaction anywhere else.
Well that’s really all I have to say for now. You think you know more about me, and that is really all I can ask for.