"suicide hot line how may i help you?"
-yeah uh well im about to fuckin kill myself
"listen you dont want to do that ok"
-im gonna,uh, theirs so many reasons i dont even need to be here anymore
"theres no reason?"
-im gonna put a slug in my fuckin head
"you dont wanna do that. you wanna be on earth ok."
-fuck that shit man,ive got a gun right now
"put it away"
-and ive got it right under my chin man and fuck that
"take it away from your chin"
-im gonna blow my head all over the fuckin ceiling
"no your not"
-fuck this shit man
"hey just talk to me"
-it aint no point to me wakin up, every bodies time im takin up ive got nobody. there aint a shoulder near. i cant stay here and it colder there.
"where"
-i dont wanna look back cause its gonna hurt. i slice my wrists and its gonna squirt
"oh!"
-for me everybody holds a hate. i get back stabbed and everybody holds a stake. there aint no roads to take. im at a circle drive, bustin at myself and im tryin to survive
"oh"
-ill disappoint you and ill let you down. i aint got many home boys comin around
"no"
-you dont under stand so dont say you do!
"oh,yes i do."
-i swear ill put a mother fuckin slug in you!
"now now"
-im the only one, the lonely one, at home alone loading a gun.thinkin, why not?
"why not. ill tell you why not ok.you have feelings inside of your head ok.i understand that feelings lead to depression. when you have depression you have a lonely void inside your heart ok, and your heart means everything to the world"
-i got court comin up. i stole a truck. i got a bitch pregnant and im broke as fuck. i wanna get high but i gotta piss test.
"well"
-im always the first name on top of shit lists
"no"
-and get this, the witch has made my chest its perminate nightly visiting nest
"what?"
-there aint no clothes i look good in. im the mother fuckin big red train that couldnt.i got no family, i stole there shit.
"ok"
-restraining orders and i still wont quit. i hit rock bottom , then i fell in a hole, then i fell through the floor of that hole some more. ive been missin for a year and nobodies lookin
"i am"
-i got beat down and my shit tookin
"ow"
-i look ahead and all i see is more of the same.this self inflicted bullet hole purin my brains
"oooookay now i understand your in pain ok. i understand everything your goin through. ive been there myself ok.now your pain is my pain alright,and i feel your pain, and i wanna be your friend. just me and you, friends."
-i dream about cuttin heads off with a shovel.
"what!!"
-the dreams are gettin serious, think im in trouble?
"oh my"
-i dont hold memory for more than an hour. im tired as fuck and im drained of power.i aint half way there and im all outta time. om like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine.
"oh now"
-ive been around the world and aint no place home. i wanna see the other side when me face is crome. im butt naked, ive been jackin off, gettin drunk. its my last hour alive who gives a fuck! it dont matter. im doin this shit in my gorage tryin to make it easier for them to clean my head splage. this bitch i loved i hope she finds me, still up in a chair with my thoughts behind me
"wait wait"
-im bout to do it (call beeps in) can you hold for a second
"wait a minu.."
(beeps over)
-hello
~(womens voice)hey whats up?
-where you at?
~down the street
-with who
~my girl shannon, we were wondering if we could stop by
-well shit, yeah come on by
~really?
-yeah. hey hey hey ..
~i know bring some blunts, alright
-mum hum, alright bye
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