Honestly, just like most people. i cry myself to sleep at night.Sometimes its because im happy and other times is because i want to be happy.Alot of people has entered my life and according to the lord,they intentionally were sent to me to eventually walk away.Not only has this been one of the many things that i am still going through but it has been the biggest learning experience ive ever gone through.It really hurts but at the same time it kind of changes you as a person.The outcome can be good or bad depending on how you look at it.As for me, its a little hard to handel but i have no choice but to somehow make it a positive situation.Getting into things that are a little more personal such as death,abortions,back stabbing friends,watching family members on drugs,guns being pointed at my head,heartbreak,ect ive gone through it all! THE REASON I AM BRINGING THIS UP IS people tend to mistake my smiles for happiness and they look at the things i have and the people around me and think im just this lucky girl. well im not. i smill because i have to.the pain ive experienced in the last 20 years is absolutly undiscribable. and i try by best to help other people because i know how it feels to go through that.stay true to yourself at all times. STOP LOOKING AT ME AND THINKING I HAVE NOTHING TO BE STRESSED ABOUT. I DONT WANT TO BE JUDGED BY WHAT YOU SEE ON THE OUTSIDE. I WANT EVERYONE TO UNDERSTAND WHATS GOIN ON INSIDEspanAS DAYS GO BY THE MEMORY STILL R.E.M.A.I.N.S.. Myspace Layout Generator-Layoutgen.com
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