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About Me

You will not find me in any image that * they* created for you. You see, in the world today, globalization is at its best. instead I choose to hide between the indefinite lines of poetry,art and music. they can never duplicate such beauty find me there, if you can.

       Click here to learn what's happening in Darfur, Sudan someone can be telling you all about themself, if you listen closely. (Art)... rescues us from self chosen trivality, to which we are so prone. It is like a deep organ note that makes my hair stir and a shiver run through me. I 'pull back' from life, like a camera taking a long shot I quite simply become aware of reality than before." -Colin Wilson (The Occult).. width="425" height="350">.. ..> another reason why i am proud to be a woman. "

My Interests

I could say art and music and long walks on the beach but thats a given...so i am going to say....legos.Learning. about everything.**http://postsecret.blogspot.com** Life stories, the last thing to be diluted in one's culture is the FOOD. :) i hold CULTURE very dear to my heart... guinness for extra strength Cities filled with the ocean breeze. a strong bassline always tickles my fancy. as does, the wah WAH wah of the trumpet. taking the muni in the city. it seems to always be jam packed with beautiful diverse people. I have an affinity for Pandas and Monkeys. LOMOGRAPHY blows my mind.Frida,Photography,Fotographia,Fotografa, Photograpy. the mystery of the darkroom.Culinary Arts, a good bottle of Red Wine....Miles and miles of skin, curves, the human body. it never ceases to amaze me. Discussions on "them", Hokusai, POLAROIDS ambition,Chocolate, Mini coopers, Lotus Flowers, Best of craigslist is the SHIT.the laughter of people.My Godchildren, Hawaii is very dear to my heart because of the opportunity it gave my family to come to the USA.Pappas, Jerryhead<3 BALA- strength, especially strong women:) karaoke machines...Lucas on a karaoke machine. Tower district. cafe melange, nice smiles, The higher being,Vampires,real talk. everything around me inspires me...the loves of my life never forget a painting of me at the asian art museum. ** haha okay its not really me but doesn't it LOOK like me? even where the bangs split: tempura seahorse <3 i love dim sum she was so beautiful i had to take a picture familia san francisco another one of my favorite city my momma in the middle. she is my fashion icon for sure. we've been friends since waay back...<3 my muse oh i love my family wokstar! my sunday ritual pond de rivah that's my girl. tower district is my favorite place in the city of trees praise jesus that's my boy!:)"To laugh often and much to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know each one life has breathed easier because you have lived. That is to have succeeded." -EMERSON
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I'd like to meet:

the dalai lama:)I would love to take your picture some day... give me a holler. a good conversation is always refreshing.... fellow brownbabies/activists/artists are always nice:) record collectors, marvin gaye, a friendly dinosaur matt sewell and people in baltimore:) how could you say you would never do the same thing? how hot is that. this guy can pose like that and still make a woman swoon...thats a true playa right therrr

Music:

I once believed i was going to marry fatlip of the Pharcyde. but here are a few of the artists that i can't seem to stop listening to: Marvin Gaye, Sam cooke, The Brother's grime. Outkast. Ani Difranco, Esthero,JAH CURE <3 Shae fiol,Miles Davis,Portishead.Chris Botti.lily allen, Buju banton, capleton, Govinda,Sufjean Stevens, SACRAMENTO CITY COLLEGE JAZZ EMSEMBLE!!! Dose one,Incubus, Righteous movement! Roy Hargrove, Crown City Rocker, Tony Rebel, Lilly Allen, Yeah Yeah Yeah's,Radiohead, Aseop Rock, D'angelo mmmmm,Billie Holiday,michael rose, The Shins, The Pharcyde:)RH Factor, La Tigre,the Gilbertos, CMA, Damian Rice, Mars volta, stevie ray vaughn Esthero,Prince, John Coltrane, Sade, Lauren hill, Cat Power, PJ Harvey, Sage Francis, Bob Marley, Belle and Sebastian,Morcheeba, Roni Size, Starline theories, Fertile Ground,Ella Fitzgerald, Frank Sinatra, Imoga Hegs, Marilyn Manson, Radiohead. Dieselboy, Ak1200, Nman, Tribal sounds, Outkast, Aceyalone, Fiona Apple,DJ Shadow,Haiku d etat, Brazilian girls,Abstract Rude, Metric, Feist, Toya Alexis! Amy Mann, Elliot Smith, Regina Spektor,Frou Frou,Bloc Party! M.I.A, sol-ILLaquists of SOUND!!!!Hoover phonics, Dj Cam,Gregory and the Hawk, Feist, Thievrey Corp.,Matisyahu Sneaker Pimps,Snaatum Kaur, Nina Simone, tegan and sarah, Dj Shadow, Dresden Dolls, Rockets and cars (check them out on myspace:)...too many to name. basically anything i can identify with or whatever makes my soul feel good. - even if it means lional richie --hello ...is it you?? thank you ms. adu for giving me some incredible nites.

Movies:

1 Giant Leap. is my new favorite. this movie changed my life. Across the universe.<3 The Royal Tannenbaums.<3 Lady Sings the Blues.coming to america ,Why We Fight, The Fountain.. John lennon vs the usa.La Mujer de mi hermano..Eat Drink Man Woman,Office Space, Better than Chocolate, Closer, Eternal sunshine on the spotless mind. Tommy, I might need security, talk to her, Novo,RAW, Friday ( pretty much all of them),all Jamie Fox stand ups! High Art, Frida, 50 first dates, Sex and Lucia ( jesus it was intense) Edward Scissorhands. Blade, Interview with the Vampire, The Truth about Cats and Dogs, ginger and cinnamon,Van Wilder. Pretty in Pink, Sixteen Candles,Witches, My best friend is a Vampire, Once Bitten, Italian Job, Kissing Jessica Stein, Dirty Pretty things.So I'm a cheerleader, Lost in Translation, Wedding Singer, Happy Gilmore, The Worst Witch. Willie Wonka!, What the BLEEP do we know. Bride and Prejudice. Simply Irresisitble. Spanglish.Heights. ** please note: although the cover of the movie may seem a bit pretentious, i STRONGLY recommend watching the movie. its great and a lot deeper than it seems.:)

Television:

Globe Trekker! West Wing, Taboo, National Geographic channel!,Planet earth, Naked Science, kylie kwong - heart and soul, Naked Chef, Oliver's Twist, Nigella Bites, Sex and the city, Nip/Tuck, Family Guy. and i love project runway.... especial Andrae

Books:

Please read Insecure at last by Eve Ensler<3Bunnywith 1 and 2.Letters to a Young Poet is amazing.Highly recommended !The Bell Jar,Measure of a Man.The Diary of Frida Kahlo, The Alchemist, Catcher in the Rye, Edgar Allen Poe, Langston Huges' Book of Poems. Hannah is a Palindrome. The Better World Handbook my favorite is bunnywith crystal pepsi circa 1993 and bunny with bunny suit.

Heroes:

God. Lucas , my destino. ** and i am not just saying that because he is my lover, if you ever have the privilege of knowing this man, you will see for yourself, his greatness. ** the 14th H. H Dalai Lama - an amazing human being. Annie Leibowitz.Frida Kahlo, Maya angelou, Eve Ensler, Angelita Cardenas, Evaristo Pesquisa, Ani Difranco,Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., Langston Hughes, Sojorner Truth,Angela Davis, Paul Amarok for escaping the military industiral complex. Hasanah for never ever being afraid to use her voice. Esthero for always reminding me of the beauty. John lennon and yoko ono for teaching love and life.<3 Charlie Parker - "parker's mood" is the soundtrack to my life... and my beautiful, strong, sisters-- you define beauty." here's a toast to all those nurses and doctors who daily provide women with a choice who stand down a threat the size of oklahoma city just to listen to a young woman's voice "I guess you can just say i'm grateful...but most importantly....LOVE.

My Blog

YAY! Mad DECENT

Alrig ht fwien ds on BOTH COAST S and every where in betwe en! I recen tly joine d the Mad Decen t Stree t team for Maryl and! Pleas e check em out. to me, its the best thing Maryl and has to offer...
Posted by .endearing. on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 04:23:00 PST

texas***

Late but never too late.to all my fwends in texasi sure hope you are all safe. http://jalopnik.com/5045537/how-to-escape-a-hurricane-by-car knowledge is power!
Posted by .endearing. on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 09:57:00 PST

HELP!

Sol Collective has helped put sacramento on the map for urban art and culture. Please do what you can to help them! they are such a huge part of our community:)Jamie. Sol CollectIve needs your help! ...
Posted by .endearing. on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 01:36:00 PST

merry christmas

Hi guys!just wanted to say Merry CHRISTMAS:)love you all.Love jamah
Posted by .endearing. on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 05:24:00 PST

sorry for the delay

sorry i haven't been able to post all the wonderful photos i have been taking from my trip across the states. Internet access is slow at lucas' parents house and i have been so busy getting to know hi...
Posted by .endearing. on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 10:11:00 PST

oh my

it finally hit me today.i'm leaving!!!!!!!dec 1st = less than 4 weeks.
Posted by .endearing. on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 12:06:00 PST

we all have it in us

** please go see Across the Universe.its the most amazing movie i have ever seen. b e a u t i f u land i think i'm in love with jude (jm sturgess) ...
Posted by .endearing. on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 09:44:00 PST

i dont know how to feel

We got the word today. Its official. East coast here we come!we'll be in a month and 1/2 i'll let y'all know about  the details. the goodbye party will be in the works too!   loved ones...
Posted by .endearing. on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 02:55:00 PST

le show

  Alright kiddies......DJ Epik and Chuck T have been bringin us old school and underground hip hop every thursday for $3....for the next few weeks, there will be NO COVER! We are reforming LIFE a...
Posted by .endearing. on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 02:51:00 PST

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the distillery october 25,2007 21st and L last minute kinda thing:) 10PM Live show spoken word poetry... and me! i would love to see you guys there. i will be showing some of my new work.... PEAC...
Posted by .endearing. on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 01:36:00 PST