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jillian =)

About Me

"you're waaaay to beauti-ful girl ♥"
I HAVE AN ANGEL, HES MY FATHER. my niece EMIAH SAVANNA stole my heart on 12/4/06. i have an amazing brother & 2 sisters i couldn't live without. dont ask to kick it with me cause the only thing ill kick is you off my friends list. i only have 1 bestfriend.. MEGHAN- and shes the only one ill ever tell everything to. i refuse to eat left-overs. i have my own car (01civic) which im slowing hooking it up & ive been at stop & shop for 4 years. H0T CH0C0LATE iS LiKE CRACK T0 ME.. L0L MASHAA. I HATE BACKSTABBERS && I DONT TRUST NOONE. i almost lost my life, seen a life lost, lost many friends & family, & been thru a loss. the only thing i haven't accomplished in life, is being a mother. most of my friends are guys, but that doesn't make me a hoe, i just chose to be away from females, because they're envious. i hate when people say they'll call you back & dont! love to laugh, yet i dont smile much. i sleep too much, yet im always tired. i have a high self-esteem =)
the skys the limit.....
i wish i could pause my life at the good parts. if you dont talk to me, i wont talk to you. i hate the feeling of latex balloons. i give people more chances than i should. i take peoples actions & words to the heart and can turn my smile to a frown in 0.5 seconds. i love the bad boy image without the bad boy flaws (for those of you whom i need to spell this out for) - i like when a guy looks bad but doesnt act bad. lithuanian & irish - blessed with both worlds. im VERRRRRRRY impatient!!! was told to never follow the game, let the game follow you. i have a disease involving sneakers, my medicine is money. i hunger for success & im greedy for attention. rather than taking me out to a restaurant, i'd be happy with some mac&cheese + hotdogs =) i hate when people ask me where im going. im a VERYYYY picky person. i have this wierd obsession with buying tank tops in every color & i text wayyyy to much =) i hate slackers & people who contradict themselves. i'm not immature, nor ignorant. i work real hard to get what i want, and i worked hard to be where im at right now. i cant think of anything else.... brb*
"you dont have to love me.
you dont even have to like me.
but you will respect me"

My Interests


my boo, MJ23 ♥

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Heroes:


MEGHAN- thanks for being my rock whenever shit got hard. you're the ONLY one whose stayed true since we were like 13. there isnt another person that can take that spot from you. BFFENMW
"lets have a moment of silence for those that are here right now. i know you probably up in heaven smiling down. you might be gone, but NEVER forgotten"
to my cousin joey scott, RIP ♥
01.08.86 - 05.26.07
EMIAH SAVANNA, auntie loves you babygirl- in fact more than my own life. i cant wait for the day you walk & talk, for your 1st day of school, the 1st homework/project you need help with lol, the friends your gonna make, I CAN WAIT FOR THE BOYS LOL, your prom, graduation & college. i just cant wait to enjoy you living your life. now there are things auntie cant protect you from baby, but everything else in between- i will always, always be there my love..
I PROMISE
"a father is not the one who MAKES you, but hes the one who RAISES you"
THANKS FOR TEACHING ME TO NEVER GIVE UP, AND FOR MAKING ME WHO I AM TODAY. I LOVE YOU
RIP DAD 11.09.54 - 02.16.06

My Blog

11.09.54 - 02.16.06

"as soft winds sweep away the days, i look back on life through a haze. remember playgrounds, parks & friends- in childlike gaze that never ends. the laughter in a game of catch, shall memory e...
Posted by jillian =) on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 10:30:00 PST