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&Area51;

About Me

CRUSADE::1706, respelling of croisade (1577), from M.Fr. croisade, Sp. cruzada, both from M.L. cruciata, pp. of cruciare "to mark with a cross," from L. crux (gen. crucis) "cross." Figurative sense of "campaign against a public evil" is from 1786.

My Interests

Pain is good it means you're alive and its official, i am
living

i piss people off
i make people happy
i piss myself off
and i make myself happy
my nobody makes me smile
and my family makes me cry
i live to understand
i love being with people
and i cant stand to see someone sad
i love new experiences
mmmm new days and new lights.
lovinz

I'd like to meet:

people who are honest. dont hold back. why would you want the approval of someone who you cant be yourself around? ""I would like to finally meet someone that sees more beauty in happiness than despair.""

Music:

more artists with more inspirational, motivating, real music need to appear.

Movies:

that catch my attention in a whole new aspect everytime

Television:

something to ignore the rest

Books:

find a new world?

My Blog

the "n" word

..> I am not sure what category this actually fits under, but all others didnt work. I could choose none, but Philosophy sounded good enough. This is written on Facebook by my friend Elijah Jones. ...
Posted by &Area51; on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:32:00 PST

appreciation::family

..> to my family::thank you to the people who cared and stuck with me::thank you my life, my honor is in your hands.my loyalty will waver no more i have pulled your hair and scratched your skin. st...
Posted by &Area51; on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:09:00 PST

markers

..> Lips like heroineI amaddicted to his kissSurge through my bodyfeel meinside then outdont forget mewhen i fall backwardsout of sightout of mindforgive me for stating the obvious spread the tape ...
Posted by &Area51; on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 06:04:00 PST

Why? is the only question worth asking

but dont expect an answer if even one at all. why am i so easy to throw away?dispose ofwhy do people leave me?everyone leaveswhy am i a two second?wait i changed my mindwhy does no one see me?and the...
Posted by &Area51; on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 01:28:00 PST

Good movie quote

i heard this in that movie with that guy who likes that girl. "never lie, steal, cheat or drink; but if you have to lie-lie with the one you love, if you have to steal-steal from bad company, if you h...
Posted by &Area51; on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 05:32:00 PST

Original Sin/Geisha

laughing for no reasonshe turns a smileswith one glance he fallscan you make a man stop in his tracks?Make him turn aroundfor another look?Can you make the man tremble for her?Yearn for her?Can you ma...
Posted by &Area51; on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:43:00 PST

_____

Taking a deep breath      Glancing at my scarsShe steps back        and lets go.  
Posted by &Area51; on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:37:00 PST

open mind?

someone really smart said this about joan of arc. dont even think im trying to compare myself to her, its just that this explains alot... Q: joan of arc? crazy or brave? A: being brave and being crazy...
Posted by &Area51; on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:32:00 PST

would you know?

........ If i look  alive If its warm so i am too If i respond the same way         motionless and blank would you know i was dead? ........ ...
Posted by &Area51; on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 02:16:00 PST

You're a 90's kid if...

I didnt write this but i LOVE IT anyway...i can relate to almost ALL of them!::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::Anybody under the ag...
Posted by &Area51; on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:41:00 PST