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mijn naam is stephie!!!!i'm selfish and jealous and i must have my way always or i throw tantrums, much like a child. i'm only concerned with myself and what i want, and therefore am an asshole; but the beauty is, deep down, i'm not sorry about it.(but i should explain that i still like to spread smiles and laughs, so i'm not a completely terrible person...really!!!)i'm convinced my life would be less hectic if i COULD control my curiousity and tame my impulses. i'm a travel junkie with a borderline addiction to flying and leaving the country from time to time. i have an overactive imagination (hence me living in my own world and having my very own "happy place")and a tendency to laugh at inappropriate things.i'm a complete fucking spaz, and total airhead...many people mistake this for cuteness...i don't mind, it helps keep me from feeling borderline retarded most days...i have a bad habit of buying socks and underwear, even though i have enough to last me to the end of my life. and victoria secret fucked up when they approved me for an account, that's all i'm saying...i have the filthy mouth of a sailor and it makes me smile. oh, and i'm pretty sure i was dutch in another life. mag ik alstublieft twee stroop wafels? dank u vel. and if you couldn't tell, i talk way too goddamn much.ahhaha. pretty much my reaction to everyone.  I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

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dave grohl, specifically for reasons such as this: .. .. .. ..

My Blog

fuckin go, cause i've done what i could for you, and i DO know what's good for me....

but you're not benefiting, and yet i'm sitting, singin again sing sing sing again. how can i deal with this if he won't get with this? am i gonna heal from this? he won't admit to it. nothing to figur...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:17:00 GMT

tea its your birthday! happy birthday tea!

i feel like death. but its my best friend's birthday, so celebrations must continue tonight. going for drinks at the thursty turtle if anyone is down. i had a hell of a day yesterday. woke up around 8...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 12:23:00 GMT

pathetic isn't the right word, but its the first word that comes to mind...

i'm just saying its not a very good sign when you're sick and tired of yourself. it can not be a good thing to be disgusted with your own life. it can't be a very good thing to know you're blessed a t...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 12:19:00 GMT

my door is always open for you to come in.hurry up my little buttercup let the games begin...

i'm so tired of waiting around. gotta get this thing off the ground....i feel butterflies in my stomach sick right now. my heart was racing. i don't know why. it was just such a knee jerk reaction. i ...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 00:59:00 GMT

i wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking as we moved together in the dark...

all the friends that i was telling. all the playful misspellings And every bite i gave you left a markTiny vessels oozed into your neckAnd formed the bruisesThat you said you didn't want to fadeBut th...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 01:09:00 GMT

i'd rather be lonely. i'd rather be free. i'm a sure as the moon rolls around the sea...

But I like watching you undressAnd I think we're at our bestBy the flicker by the light of the TV setCause I can't remember why I hated youCan't remember why I still doBut I'm as sure as the moon roll...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 22:31:00 GMT

i read dead russian authors volumes at a time, i write everything down except what's on my mind

cause my greatest fear is the sucking sound. then i know i'll never get back out and there's a bone in my hand that connects to a drink in a crowded room where the glasses clink. and i'll buy you a be...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 01:59:00 GMT

a resolution on new years day. clean up my train of thought...

new years day always makes me happy. there's a twilight zone marathon every year on the sci fi channel, and brings me great joy. so 2008 is over. i'm sorta happy to see it go. my year in review: book...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 20:45:00 GMT

change the name of the game cause he lost and he knew he was wrong but he knew it to late..,

but i'm not being fair cause i chose to listen to that filthy mouth. But I'd like to choose rightTake all the things that I've said that he stolePut 'em in a sackSwing 'em over my shoulderTurn on my h...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 21:26:00 GMT

oh darling, its so sweet, you think you know how crazy, how crazy i am...

i said i was just gonna play jewel quest for an hour and then go to bed. that's what i said. i was sticking to my guns! i was in my pajamas for christ's sake. however, due to a phone call from kristin...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 02:53:00 GMT