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I was always a nobody

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About Me

Well my Name is humm Mandie Wynn . I am 23 I live in FOrt Wayne Indiana . I have three wonderful kids and a great boyfriend of four years. I have been dealt a hard number of cards and right now I am really trying to find who I am cause I want to be happy and have a great life for my family and myself.I need positive people in my life I have always been so depressed and I want to break out of that life and get a new one or well just a remodeled one.well if you want to talk or something right below all this is how to get a hold of me or just write me i love to meet new people *hugs*

AOL Instant Messanger: PickelMonsterMom

Yahoo! Instant Messanger: Mandapandapoopoo

My Interests

I really don't get much time to go hang out,but I love to hang with my two best friends in the whole world Jenny and Angelique we have all been friends for like nine years. I also love to watch movies only when I am into them if not I fall asleep,I love most of all to hang out with my three boys never a dull moment with them and I love to text message lolv

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet people who like me for me. not into like changin to be with someone cause I think that just makes you fake. I mean if i am going to hang out with someone and get to know them I want to know the real them not some person hiding behind a blanket. I am up front with people and I think thats how you have to be in this world today or people will walk all over you and I am the type that won't let that happen to me cause I can take care of myself.I like to meet people who are different then just your every day person. I like people who when you talk to them no matter how long you have known them you learn something new about them......................

Music:

I love all kinds of music. I listen to ramones,sex pistols,clash,MC5,iggy and the stooges,senes fails,thursday,fall out boy,Ani Difranco,tapping the vein,dredg,tori amos,collide,Lamb,portishead,massive attack,frou frou,sigur ros,bif naked,mandalay,Explosions in the Sky, Emiliana Torrini,Baxter,Lacuna Coil and many many more. I love to hear new bands so if you know of any let me know

Movies:

Monster is a great movie. I like to watch true stories and serial killers and stuff like that. no I am not strange i just don't understand how someone can do some of the things they do,cause I could never do it.I also love A Christmas Story that movie I have watched it every year since I a very young little girl. And ya gotta love the 24 hours they play it on TNT.

Television:

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Heroes:

My heros are my kids I would be in a world of hell if I didn't have them. They all three safed my life. I was into drugs hardcore,but when I found out I was going to be a mommy I changed me life and with each one I have changed for the better every time. I love them and I would be lost without them they are my world.

My Blog

Saying Goodbye To The Ones You Love

September 12, 06 My uncle passed away at 8:00 last night. He had a two year battle with cancer and the cancer finally won. He was a great man in his last two years he went until his body couldn't go a...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 06:16:00 PST

Just Me

I have really been having a hard time lately the whole thing with living with my mom again well if you read the last blog you know how it is. No change just gettin worse and it's starting to wear on m...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 06:19:00 PST

I sit and wonder

I sit here and wonder what all I have done wrong with my life cause as of right now it seems I really haven't done anything right at all. I just recently had to move back in with my mother and since I...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 12:19:00 PST

Connors birthday

I couldn't be more depressed than I am today. Its my sons second birthday and my mother forgot so there is nothing for him. I guess she is going to do it next weekend. I just feel like complete shit t...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 01:14:00 PST

Whats Happening!!!

Whats Happening to me I am becomeing so numb I can't go on. Sometimes I wish I would just lay down and die and then my kids come to mind and I know I have to push on for them. I  just feel that I...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 03:24:00 PST

FUCK OFF AND DIE ALL YOU BASTARD PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really don't know why people have to get in other peoples lifes that they don't know.People talk shit about me and they don't even know who the fuck I am. There are only a handful of people in this ...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 10:48:00 PST

I hate my life and I want to die

Okay well shit has been really fucked up in my life right now and I just wish someone would take my life away. Nothing has been going right nothing at all and  I am so lost that I have lost how t...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Tue, 16 May 2006 01:39:00 PST

Sorry

Hey everyone sorry I haven't commented on or anything like that. I had the net shut off but now its back on and its all good.I got a new job at the Meijer on Lima road so I have been working like craz...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Mon, 01 May 2006 11:26:00 PST

So yeah this sucks

So yeah it seems like everytime I find people to hang out with and start to get to know them,something always happens to were I can't do that anymore.I have to move back to bullshit Woodburn which I d...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 08:01:00 PST

Is anyone out there???

So yeah my life has been very confussing these passed few weeks.I don't really know what I want or what I need. I have been looking for a job,thought it was going well but then it just changed and its...
Posted by I was always a nobody on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 02:42:00 PST