<sandra> profile picture

&lt;sandra&gt;

we should get jerseys cuz we make a good team,yours would look better than mine cuz you're outta my

About Me

PLEASE READ FIRST: 1.)DON'T DON'T DON'T ASK ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND IF YOU DONT KNOW ME "SOMEHOW" 2.) I DONT WANT TO "CHECK OUT YOUR BAND" 3.) DONT ASK ME TO LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC IF IT DOESNT SOUND LIKE THE MUSIC I LIKE. *:*:ME?.........where do i start
~~One day you'll see me on the street and ask me how I am, i'll blow you a kiss...and u'll wonder if you made a mistake~~ .....i am probably one of the most immature girls you will ever meet. i cherish my friends and i am extremely overprotective of them...... i have 2 chinchillas whos names are "chinch" and "50" and my cats name if fluffy and she is my life, my number one8/8/05... . ...i have a wonderful sister and two loving parents. i was raised to always appreciate what i have so i am very thankful for my life and dont take anything for granted. u can find me at shows.i love being in the sun...summer time is the best time of year for a little love, dance, and drinks, thong bikinis....i love jokes and funny stories...sometimes i piss people off but who the hell cares. u cant please everyone.when people first meet me i have been told that i seem "fake" but i am honestly just a nice girl.and people eventually see that. i dont care what people think about me.
go ahead judge me.**the only opinions i care about are those of my best friends**I gotta warn you i talk really dirty but i'm not trying to flirt with you...its just how i am i cant help it..i just do it to make you laugh and break the ice ..i talk a lot.its always been a probleml. from kindergarden and so on. the only "o" i got in "citizenship" was my senior year from one teacher.i love u mrs. wolfe!hahaha.i have two jobs...i love to work...seriously...i've got two legs and two arms thank God and theres so many people that cant even GET a job..you cant take it for granted...i like people who **just want to have fun**:::: i like going to shows.... i have been told i am "picky" when it comes to boys. i dont think i am. i think i am selective. i dont go for guys because they are rich or have muscles or are justin timberlakes cousins wifes aunt's nephew.i go for guys that **respect me** and can make me laugh. i tend to get crushes on surfers..but its funny cuz i never end up with any.its actually the total opposite.i used to have a boyfriend.my first and only one but thats all over with...no one knows the whole story and no one ever will...some people talk like they do but they dont... only us...but i am glad i got the experience. **i learned a lot about myself from him** .but i know its just a matter of time before I come up on my next one and I know its going to be a crazy ride but im ready this time....i have the strongest feeling. Say all you can...words have no meaning when you see where I've been the way two people feel about eachother is more improtant than what u call eachother.---OTHER PEOPLES WORDS SHOULD HAVE NO MEANING--i wish i could have made that clear.....but things happen for a reason...i think today its hard to see the relationship and not get caught up in the material things about it.::: i am a "little things" type of girl. i notice the little things that a guy would do for me.thats what attracts me. any guy that is truly sensitive has my heart.. i am NOT good at opening up my emotions. i am very affectionate.dont get me wrong. i hate "sweet talk" and i dont fall for it. Its one of the most annoying things to me in the world..it makes me want to punch a guy...im not too fond of guys telling me im beautiful...its cheesy...i think it takes more than a look to think someones beautiful...i think guys that try to spit game are lacking in other areas. . i dont have a problem saying no.i am scared to not live my life to the fullest. so i am extreme at times..its so easy to take life and love for granted...but if your lucky you will be reminded every day, and dont look at the sad part about things..take the GOOD out...REALIZE what you HAVE..and you'll be able to stand ANYTHING... i love girls that are not afraid to be silly or stupid...if you knew all my girlfriends u would know what i am talking about.* : ****i hate it when people try to make other people feel sorry for them. **if you have shit then deal with it.dont make other people sort it out for you**i feel for people who arent happy with themselves...lord knows i've come across a couple dozen of those people(and you know who you are and if i could i would laugh in your face).they try to make me feel like shit cuz they feel like shit but in the end i come out on top.( ...you know who you are.)THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE THINGS:

My Interests

well....I am so unbelievably grateful for all my blessings and i try so hard to not take ANYTHING for granted. Everyday is a chance to show my gratitude and appreciate life.
Make Love Letters at FreeDiskSpace.comi go to shows and theres NOTHING more interestingTHIS IS MINE..ITS TONS OF FUNMY INTEREST ARE AS FOLLOWS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER... MY FAM MY FRIENDS...PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT ME..boys who respect ME(thats the only way i'll take a boy seriously), being with my friends, smirnoff...straight up(not too much;) ), cooking, cleaning when I am mad, not sleeping (sleeping is a waste of time and day,) going to shows, BOYS IN GIRL JEANS, black hair, dark skin, baby face, men in HOTT PINK,**:: , my pet chinchillas, my life: fluffy,she was my first and only kitty and she left me AUGUST 8 2005 cant believe how horrible that day was ...subject change...,i enjoy spending time with true people who make me happy, people who DONT FLAKE, cant stand pussy people that are afraid to look stupid, i live life like its running out,understanding people, making people realize they are beautiful, making people let go, people talking shit about me!! i loooove it! making people see that I am not what they thought I was, nice boys, nice bands, **BANDS WHO DONT THINK EVERY GIRL FAN IS A "GROUPIE**,"a

I'd like to meet:

a bad-ass on guitar that can teach a mess like..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: black
Eye Color:: brown/blue
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: emo/indie/rock
Height(estimate):: taller than me!plllease
Age:: never younger..not more than 5 years
Personality Type:: funny.sensitive.sexual.immature
--This or That--
Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: HORNDOG!wooo hooo!
Smart or Stupid:: ok..who wants someone stupid?!
Fat or Skinny:: skinny...skinny
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: skinny..but has muscles..arm and back
Punk or Preppy:: emo
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: little things...awwww
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: flowers in the beginning..white roses
Mixtape or Burned CD:: burned..with everything i like
Love or Lust:: love
Emotional or Just Not:: emotional!
Sincere or Jokester:: jokester but honest
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: as long as i think hes "hott"
Sexy or Just Cute:: cute
Arse or Abs:: arse...except i dont know what that is
Hair or Hands:: huh?..i like pulling hair and holding hands
Dimples or Eyes:: eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: iwwwwwwww
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: ummm im not sure
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: scruffy...a little..sometimes it hurts my face
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: proper.proper.proper
Countryboy or Cityboy: city boy
Date alone or With Friends: with friends
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: mama's boy
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: no
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: no
Loved a guy because he hated you:: no..how stupid
Asked your friend's crush out:: no!never!
Lead a guy on for kicks:: no..thats lame as fuck!
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: no.i dont ask guys out..ppshshs
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: yes...i think..
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: yes...well...no actually
Lied about having one:: no.ahahaha..wait yes...
Cheated:: nope!never
Been Cheated on:: nope!never
Had a crush on a gay guy:: yes!everyfucking time!i hate it
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:: no!
Briefs?:: mmmm..i loooove briefs..mm mmm mmmmm
Hat?:: commando hat
Skater Shoes?:: whatever
Pimp Shoes?:: no
Band Shirts?:: yessssss
Vintage shirts?:: yessssss
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: umm no
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: what!!
Independent/DC?:: ?
S&M/Little Devil?:: im confused
Fox/Thor?:: ok..this is annoying
Jeans or Shorts?:: jeans.girl jeans.mmmmm
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: no..but it'd be fun but i wouldnt do it.thats mean
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: no..laaaame
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: nope
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: no
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: ahhaha no...impossible.
Do looks matter?:: duh!anyone who says they dont is a liar.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: no im not scared at all
Does size matter?:: ahahah...no...i dont think...
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: no...not at all
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: i dont have ugly friends baby
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: ahah no...jeez..attitude!
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: no..well..yes..i do..
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: i dont talk about it.ha
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: yes...but thats impossible
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: ahahaha...it was usually me that didnt say it "right"ahah
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: ummmmmmm.....cant
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: i only said it to one
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: yes..ahaha...mmmmmmm..good times
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: nope
Does this survey suck nuts?: i love it!!!
Take this survey | Find more surveys
You've been totally Bzoink*d ..END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE I WANT TO MEET PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT AFRAID TO BE STUPID AND WHO JUST DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR SAY ABOUT THEM....i want to meet people who are carefree, optimistic, loving, funny, and live to have fun...i love to make friends but i dont go for mean people or jealous people... ONE OF MY GREATEST PET PEEVES IS GIRLS WHO REVOLVE THEIR LIVES AROUND "BOYS" AND "BOYFRIENDS"...I DONT WANT TO MEET YOU IF YOU ARE LIKE THAT...get over that shit...there is so much more to life then the opposite sex...it'll come to you ...and it'll be right..dont go looking for it...dont stress over it..because you'll miss the most beautiful things about life because you are too consumed...HERE I GO: if u hit on me i'll most likely get annoyed and then i wont take you serious.....i am never "LOOKING" to meet boys...but if i do im totally involved...i have to respect you....i have to laugh when im around you....you cant get mad if i laugh when you are serious...you have to like my friends....i wont ever tell you i like you...but you'll know somehow....i'll confuse you---not on purpose---if u try to kiss me i'll prolly slap you..if i want you to kiss me you'll know...dont play games...i'll want all your attention but i wont give you mine...but it wont matter....i dont see boys as objects...i think boys are wonderful and they give me energy. they're also very weird and clueless...very clueless...

Music:

(certain bands bring back certain memories..dont u think?)A+R+M+O+R+****F+O+R+***S+L+E+E+P+***COPELAND---(amazing)------LISTEN UP: IF YOU ARE A BAND AND YOU ARE TRYING TO LOOK AT MY MUSIC SO THAT YOU CAN SAY THAT I SHOULD "CHECK YOU OUT BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE I WOULD LOOOOVE YOUR MUSIC" YOU SHOULD REALLY READ INTO THE MUSIC I LIKE BEFORE YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE FULL OF LIES...SO UNLESS YOU SOUND LIKE THESE BANDS DONT MESSAGE ME. THANKS..... (and dont forget to FUCK OFF!!!)

Create your own Music List @ HotFreeLayouts!Ben's cool.THERES SO MANY MORE I CANT LIST TMEM ALL...THATS ANNOYING!

Movies:

SCARFACE.. labrynth, Goodfellas. Scary movie 2,3 , willy wonka, showgirls, airplane, naked guns, house of 1000 corpses, i dont want to list all of them..sorry ..thats just annoying

Television:

i like reality love shows...and msn investigates..doc bloc..and a&e is bomb..the first 48.seinfeld of course c'mon .yeah i dnt watch a lot of other stuff..and NO I DONT WATCH FRIENDS..I WILL PISS ON THAT SHOW..ALONG WITH SEX AND THE CITY...href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LnNrZW0 5LmNvbQ==" class="cursor"

Books:

dean koontz and roald dahl***james and the giant peach, witches

Heroes:

"EVERYDAY ABOVE GROUND IS A GOOD DAY....HUH TONY?"GOD.my dad.my mom.baby daniel.::.PEOPLE WHO ARE TRUE TO THEMSELVES AND RESPECT THEMSELVES.::.~~~**::.MY FRIENDS~~~**.:: i also admire anyone who doesnt listen to people who put them down and people who are successful and have found happiness and live honest and true lives at the same time.my heroes are the people who talk bad things about me: they make me HAPPIER because they make me laugh, they make me STRONGER because they make me realize who I'm NOT, and most importantly they make me happy to BE ME because I see them andI AM SO GLAD THAT I'M NOT AS LOW AT THEY ARE....Last but not least..the MAIN MAN in my world!..my nephew...he makes me the happiest girl in the world when i see his face..he's made my life brighter...

My Blog

looking like an idiot for lorene drive

so me and noelle went to knitting factory last night and supported lorene drive at the mtv taping ..... and basicallly screamed our hearts out and acted like it was the first time we heard the song th...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 06:16:00 PST

fucking piece of shit with caca

im not going to see lorene drive for a loooooooong fucking time...i missed my fucking chance...fuck ..... and i mean a loooooooong time...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:01:00 PST

the love of my life...2/8/06

???  2/8/06  i had a dream about you and i got to see you. you were in a field of flowers and it was kinda like a cornfield but no ugly corn rows...it was beautiful rows of green, the bright...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 10:07:00 PST

shows i will be attending

 ok i will be at these shows unless both my legs are broken or something wierd like that....   lorene drive- jan 18 armor for sleep- feb 16 troubador     feb 18 glasshous...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 03:54:00 PST

stupid ...stupid...stupid

 ok so this friday nite we all went to dinner and had  a bomby meal: thanks KABUKI and anyways...got a little tipsy and me and michelle had a real good time...and i am so proud of robert for...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

good news...im 21

so my sister turned 21 and shes getting her id and she said i could use it so i guess that opens many doors for me and thats exciting and if anyone likes to dance and have a couple of drinks and knows...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if you care...if not then fuck ur asshole

so i wanted to post a blog cuz blogs are cool cuz people cant complain if they dont like ur "blog" cuz they clicked on the link themselves.anyways...this is just to vent about how people are so irresp...
Posted by sandra(charteroak02) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST