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About Me

well i really dont know what to say about myself. my name is jennifer. i am a senior in highschool. i am in drama and in three choirs at my school. i love to sing. i am also a strong christian. i may not go to church every sunday but that doesnt mean my faith is low. i love god with all my heart. without my faith i dont know if i would still be here. i beleive that what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger. i have had a lot of rocky times but i kept going and i am stronger because of everything that has happened to me. dont get me wrong i am not the strongest, i have weak moments and so does everyone else. and i dont want to sound like i am saying i had a really rough life because i know that there is always someone out there who has been through more. i believe in being kind to everyone you meet. my friends know that i love to smile. smile because you never know who is watching you and that smile may mean more to them than you think.I got my contact table at Christian Contact Tables . I edited my profile at Free Christian MySpace Layouts , check out these Christian Myspace Layouts!

My Interests

I like watchin horror movies and hangin with my freinds. i love to sing!

I'd like to meet:

i would to meet people like me. i am very out going and love to hang with my friends so finding somone like that would be great. i havent had much luck with guys lately. with the few relationships i have been in i have learned to be patient. so i am not out looking for something. i think the best things come when you arent looking. it's unexpected and that makes the whole experience better. but until i find him i am quite happy with where i am at. i am surrounded by great friends and who could possibly ask for more.

Music:

I listen to a wide rang of music. But my favorite has to be christian rock. I love the Barlow girls and Jeremy Camp.

Movies:

My fave movie is the notebook.

Television:

i really dont watch that much television.i would rather pick up a book and read. lol. i know i can be a dork. lol.

Books:

the notebook is also my fave book.

Heroes:

my heroe would have to be my dad. my dad might not have been he greatest person in the world but i loved him. he never gave up. he wouldnt give up with out a fight. i will always look up to him. he taught me so many things in life. he also showed me that i had a father who loved me. he may not have been my biological father but he was my dad. he cared for me like i was his own. he has been there since i was a few months old. he has been the only dad i have known. for him to take on a child that wasnt even his own was heroeic to me.

My Blog

i could take some advice

i dont know what is worse. having someone you love die or loosing a really great friend you really cared for. lately i have lost a really great frined and it really hurts. alot! i dont really ev...
Posted by jen on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 10:42:00 PST

captivating, stong, loved

i have been reading this book for christian women. it has really helped to put things into perspective for me. for a while i have viewed my self as someone who hasnt been deserving of love or anything...
Posted by jen on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:58:00 PST

tiny hole

Put away in a tiny hole. No one can reach her, not even light. Tucked away she feels nothing but pain. Hidden from all the world no one can get to know who she really is. She has been left alone ...
Posted by jen on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:20:00 PST

thoughts racing

My mind is racing, filling with thoughts and feelings, i dont know how to feel. every memory from my past somes, i'm overwhelmed, i dont know how to feel.&nbs...
Posted by jen on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:16:00 PST

this dream

I'm lost it's like i am wondering in a dream that is not mine. Everything is crashing, my worlds are colliding. Sadness, woe and dismay floods everyone and everything. I wish someone would shake me an...
Posted by jen on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:12:00 PST

Downward spiral

I feel as if i am going in a downward spiral. Never going up, always down. I fell lost and it's like i keep wondering into a dark cave, always going deeper, never going back....
Posted by jen on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:09:00 PST

blah

no one can understand what i am going through. everyday is a reminder of what happened. there are very few i have chosen to let in on my secret and a secret it shall remain. when others look at me the...
Posted by jen on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:50:00 PST

behind the smiles

every day i put on a smiling face to lead others to the conclusion that nothing is wrong. but if they only knew what was really behind that smiling face. i dont need others to feel sorry for me. thats...
Posted by jen on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 10:57:00 PST

blah

why do i feel so sad when finally things are going my way. could it possibly be that in getting what i wanted it hurt them. i didnt want them to feel this way. they tell me not worry. they t...
Posted by jen on Wed, 31 May 2006 06:16:00 PST

:(

things just havent been the same lately. when i talk to you you seem like your not thee. i wish you could tell me there is something wrong. i hope you know that i love you and i will always be there f...
Posted by jen on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 10:11:00 PST