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ABOUT ME..here goes my best shot...I have been through a lot in the year 2007, was pregnant, my fiancé (now husband) was gone 98% of it, I had my little angel; baby girl, and lately lost my mother.. And I’ve noticed.. All of this is slowly making me into a thick skinned person.. I’ve been delt a lot lately, apparently people think after a death is the best time to work on someone’s emotions.. But little do they know, Gods on my side.. Yes that’s right you can call me a Jesus freak, a holy roller, whatever you wish, but I love my lord! And if It wasn’t for him along with my family ( Brandon ♥ my daughter, brother, sister and father) I never would have even thought to get through this as far as I have.. Now as for all of those people, first, God.. He’s always there day or night no matter what, so I talk to him pretty often.. And really he has gotten me through some super rough times lately, and he will continue to be there for me. Second, my husband and my everything Brandon, he’s amazing, he might have some flaws, but who doesn’t? I know I DO! And besides, those flaws are what made me love him in the first place and they are perfect for me.. They make him, him.. And its what makes us husband and wife ♥ . Third, my daughter, to be quite honest.. She’s probably the only reason im not in jail right now, or on my way to destroy people that deserve it.. But she is a big reason I turned to God, and he will take care of them all :-) . But she’s worth everything I’ve gone through, just to be with her makes me a better person.. She’s truly a miracle. Id be completely lost without her.. Because she’s my world.. Fourth, my brother; Kenny, he’s the best brother anyone could ever ask for, he’s there for me when I need him, ever! And has been there to protect me when no one else was able.. He might be a little silly, but I love him.. And really he’d probably tear you up.. He might not look it but he’s way tough.. And he’s my helper :-) Fifth, my sister; she’s kind hearted, cant be mean to anyone. And of coarse the baby of the family, but I love her to death.. And would be completely out of it with out her.. She kinda keeps me level headed, along with the rest of my family.. Lastly, my father.. He is my rock now.. I know now he’s trying to be mom and dad.. .but he’s just fine being daddy.. And really he might have a crazy streak here and there, but that’s where I get it from.. He is literally a huge part of my life.. And I value him more than he might ever know... also my friends, I must say you really find out who your true friends are when something catastrophic happens.. And well some of them surprised me, some of them let me down.. But you know what.. Its okay.. Cause I forgive them.. And love them just the same.. My mother.. Is pretty much my hero.. And I don’t know what im going to do without her.. Except go on, and recall the things she taught me, and just remind myself I will see her again someday.. And I know she’s helping me though everyday life, all the time.. For those of you who maybe didn’t stay in my life for what ever reason do know I’ve had my fair share of broken hearts but I know I’ve broken a few and im sorry but I do believe that there is someone out there for every one and where you find them might just surprise you. ♥ the end :-)
women like 'that' skinny, ditzy, and fake are a dime a dozen. but you, curves, beauty, and brains. is a one in a million

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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. ♥

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Small Pain in My Chest, proudly still supporting our troops and vets!!!

Small Pain In My Chest by Michael MackThe soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree.As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me.The battle had been long and hard and lasted through t...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 20:25:00 GMT

my message to women going after married men...

first and foremost this has NOTHING to do with my personal life, just something i felt needed to be put out into the open.   in the military and in everyday life, but a higher rate in the milita...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 15:22:00 GMT

i got tagged, not your typical tag :)

Write a blog about 10 weird/random facts/habits/goals about yourself. When finished choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (You...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 03:07:00 GMT

i feel sorry for you...

You say you feel sorry for me because I am a military girlfriend/wife. I say I feel sorry for you.You feel sorry for me for having my boyfriend/husband deploy for months at a time sometimes more then ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 14:04:00 GMT

finally a blog worth reading

ive been thinking lately and really ive been going through alot lately.. but no where near what jesus went through for me, my family and every single person that walks the earth... because he loves us...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 19:51:00 GMT

i just cant stand it!!

i swear i have been pushed and pushed and pushed.. in the last month i dont think ive argueed more with my husband.. or dealt with more in general and i dont think i can handle anymore.. as most of yo...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 23:45:00 GMT

i think its bullcrap...

i think its bullshit to treat someone diffrently because your little friends are around, i think its bullshit to try and break up a marriage, i think its bullshit to be a compleatly diffrent person wh...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 20:15:00 GMT

i got bored and i just dont think many of you know these things

1. i met my boyfriend when i was drunk at a gas station, and now hes my husband, my world and my rock. 2. my daughter is the single most important thing to me in this whole world. 3. i really thi...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 18:59:00 GMT

guys rules.. pretty funny

The Guys' Rules­­­­­­­­­­­ ­­­­­­­­At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down  Finally, the guys' side of t...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 21:36:00 GMT

if your not military, you just dont understand

Reposting... If you're not military you just don't know or understand so maybe this will help. Someone sent this to me. It's long, but good. I started crying after the first sentence... You don't kno...
Posted by on Thu, 03 May 2007 20:02:00 GMT