I’m a strange woman with tricks up her sleeve.
I work for Artifice clothing creations.
You'll discover your self within what you create, as a piece of your self is reflected in every action and every motivation that you might pursue.
Live with peace and justice as your chosen alliances and never forget that your existence need not follow a timeline.
Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane.- Philip K. Dick
There’s a pathway along an old road
Years ago we walked this pathway
But now each day is growing old
And we’re left to question
Why we’ve wandered in this place before
And now I seem to forget all the days
And places that I’ve wandered before
And every day remains the same
And I can’t even imagine anything more
My Online base:
http://www.syntheticdaisy.com/
Artifice clothing: My sisters clothing company
I want……This is the principle that drives life to exist and continue existing, without want existence becomes pointless and there is no motivation to continue. We exist to consume and nourish our wants and desires in order to ether reflect something off our self’s on the world around us, or to take something from it in the process.
The necessity of want is fundament in our existence however many commonly practiced religion and established belief systems demand that their followers give up their wants and desires of the here and now in order to attain their continual existence and wants whether in a rejuvenated form of what they body that they occupy at present or by rebirth back into the world. So essentially, you’re giving up your desires for the present for the desires you will have when you die. This logic seems very flawed to me but the fact that this ideology of self sacrifice for perpetual bliss is so commonly practiced only goes to show how powerful want truly is, and how its power can change the way people live their lives just for the continuation of their wants. Then we arrive at a new argument over the differences in the individual kinds of want. You can want anything you like but as soon as you try actualizing the want into a reality you have to understand why you really wanted it in the first place. True happiness can be found when you understand the importance of what your true subconscious wants and how they reflecting the needs and desires on the conscious mind and your environment. True Clarity will then be found when you reach this state of understanding of your consciousness and then ambition and desire towards happiness can start to be pursed. The pursuit of happiness is almost as valuable as the end result. Positive pursuit of a goal reinforces how necessary it is that you want it.
“The monster the lives inside each and every mind, human rage anguish and pain always tempting us at each moment of our lives with all the carnal instincts that we hide. It's the only thing that separates us from the animals. How do you cage your beast?â€
The monster inside is the only thing that will keep you alive. Its all the passion that we hide....Trapped within my mind....Kill the one you love, to save the world you hate....
Intoxication brings out the poet I have locked inside
I'm hypnotized by the world of change I see tonight, the locked images of the past reflecting in the present.
A star shone brightly
Vigilantly over shadowing
A land of ice and snow
Its light reflected
On the cycles of time
In the eyes of animal
And human alike
Stories were told
By campfires
Medieval castles
And huts of mud
As all eyes turned
To the light that this
Star shone in the night
Ages went by
And castles fell
Camp fires burned out
And the mud huts
Melted into dust
Structures of glass and
Steel now took their place
The star still shone
As brightly as before
But now it’s light
Did not catch one’s eye
But was muffled
By the light and
The smog below
We often forget how important our past is and how much it teaches us about ourselves. When we are children we stare up at the sky in awe and ask why. As adults we forget the mystery and emotion that we once saw in things because we are too caught up and distracted with “the real worldâ€.
I wish I could see everything with the eyes of a child, unbiased and free from hate.
Sold ground is what you found
When you fell from the sky
Into a world full of pain
and suffering that lies inside
Take your time to leave it all behind
All your fears and insecurity
They'll only weight you down
Your left nothing but your own two hands
And now you seem to find yourself
Trying to remember how you failed
What you did and what you said
Thats left you in this state tonight
All you tried and all you gave,
Never mattered much, the end result
Will aways remain the same
Just as the fear that lives inside
She placed all your fears behind
A door without a knob
She tricked you with feminine graces
Just to force her way on top
Don't trust in her eyes
She'll lie a thousand times
Just to see you twitch
As she worms her way inside
The mechanical machine
That lies within my dreams
Screams your name tonight
God is dead and living inside your head
Don't believe in the lie, don't fall for the deceit
I am a synthetic voice and I wander through this land unknown throwing fortune where I may
When fortune was a lady
She laid her heart upon my hand
Sought for many a year by strangers with ill needs
A faulty lie that then held me
To all those who fell under
The Spell that her eyes did lay
I fell you see
A tender victim of her whim
And even though it be that my heart was true
She shed my embrace
Seeking for a bitter romance
One that leaves the heart empty
I wandered you see
Though her eyes did not leave me
I fell to earth a worthy fool
Full of memory and whispers
And there I shed my sorrows
On a lass with raven hair
She mistook me for a light she lost
One that may repeat in memory
Until dreams are shed to reality and regret
But when she glanced upon me
I shook, as I had no word or sound to give
Then memory and realty seem to shed
And left my heart shaken from blood to bone
Through these early days and nights
She wandered loyally by my side
A companion through bitter night and scorching daylight
Until she rewrote my memory to shed sorrows that I held
Till all was shed and she set me free of old regret
For you see she did not see the horror of my old sin
She was my grace until the day that her gaze did falter
And fell upon a lovely fool who offered her his rotten heart
And the fool you see was no other then
The same of like that pried my lady fortune from me
I begged you see to old gods will shallow graves
That her devotion to me would once again be true
And by and by my spell of prayer did take its toll
Until her raven hair did fade to ashen gray
And then I knew my faulty wish did give
To her an early grave to where she will forever be mine
And as her eyes did turn to cataracts I wished my folly
To be the same to a grave for two where she will remain
Always to be at grasp for a tender moment of Rigormortis
I am only half here...only half mad...I turn my eyes to the sun, as I fall on my face in the dust.
A piece of mind I leave behind with all I could not hold in time,
I watch the world pass on by and bring a tear to my eye.
For everything I leave behind for all the sorrow I’ve held inside
I take a moment to say goodbye to all the woes I’ve left behind.
When I dream of life in perfect pictures flashing from the screen
When I dream of hope inter layered in digital code passing before my eyes
All I dream about is flashing images
my digital life flickering before my eyes
Pull me from the screen
Wake up from your dream
Disconnect your mind from the interface
Cable ripping away as you wake up from your digital dream
All awake, body atrophied
I must awake I must awake
The perfect image of my life
Degenerates apart before my eyes
From a far I hear your heart beat
A random twitch a racing pulse
Face your fears move your body now
