made to worship...

I am living in Indianapolis right now, not really sure why... there is a shot I might move here. The people are awesome. Right now I am a Martial Arts instructor and looks like I am moving up to the Program Director position. General Manager I guess. Which means I will be banking far beyond any other 19 year old I know. I love God and church... worship keeps me alive. I play 5 instruments and I am lead vocals for my worship band back home. Golf is a huge interest for me but I havent played in forever, which is depressing. I love my family and miss my old friends... the people who made me who I am now. The ones that abused me verbally, they rock. I've realized i'm already getting past that time in my life where I need to get hammered every night. I know a lot of my old friends are still sitting around doing the same thing they were a couple years ago...thats depressing. The reason I have chose Indianapolis is because if you do what you've always done, you're going to get what you've always got. Now I am taking a step to do things on my own. Just sometimes wish decisions like this werent so hard. .. .. .. MyGen Profile Generator. ..