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MISS CANDIELISCIOUS

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About Me

THE PICTURE YOU SEE ABOVE THESE WORDS IS ME RIGHT NOW- FALLEN. I AM A BROKEN DOLL WITH A BROKEN HEART.AND NO ONE HAS THE GUTS TO LOVE ME THE WAY I DESERVE AND EXPECT AND WANT TO BE LOVED WHILE I AM HERE ON THIS EARTH.ALL BUT ONE MAN ANYWAYS- THE ONLY MAN I WILL EVER NEED-BUT...YOU WILL READ MORE ABOUT HIM IN THE "MEET ME" SECTION LOLI AM SOMEONE WHO HAS SO MUCH LOVE TO OFFER- BUT KEEP GETTING REJECTED IN ALL DIRECTIONS OF MY LIFE. SO INSIDE I FEEL EMPTY AND LOST. HOWEVER-THE PICTURE YOU SEE BELOW THESE WORDS IS ME RIGHT NOW TOO- BEEN LOOKING DOWN ALOT- BUT I AM BEGINNING TO RISE MY HEAD UP SLOWLY AND LOOK UP TO WHERE GOD IS...I DONT ASK FOR MUCH OUT OF LIFE- I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED. LOVED RIGHT. LOVED GOOD. MY MIND WONT LET ME REST. AND MY HEART BEATS SO HARD THAT IT WAKES ME IN MY SLEEP AT TIMES- I DO BELIEVE BEFORE I DIE OF ANY THING ELSE- HEALTH REASONS- OR ACCIDENT- OR JUST OLD AGE- I WILL DIE OF A BROKEN HEART INSTEAD. IT IS TIME FOR A CHANGE IN MY LIFE... AND IT ALL STARTS WITH JUST A SIMPLE PRAYER....THERE IS NO BETTER WAY TO CONVERSATE WITH ANYONE LIKE THE WAY YOU CAN COMMUNICATE WITH GOD- NO EXPERIENCE LIKE IT IN THE WORLD....IF YOU WANT TO KNOW FURTHER ABOUT ME- AND GET AN IDEA OF WHAT THE REAL ME IS LIKE- CHECK OUT MY BLOG- I AM THERE ALOT- AND I VENT THERE AND THAT IS WHERE I SPEAK MY MIND.

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My Interests

LOVE, PEACE, AND HAPPINESS.NO- I AM NOT BORNED AGAIN HIPPIE....LOL...BUT I AM A BORNED AGAIN CHRISTIAN WHOM FELL AWAY FOR SOME TIME FROM GOD AND HIS HOUSE AND THE FAMILY OF GOD- BUT I HAVE DECIDED TO GO BACK....

I'd like to meet:

I HAVE ALREADY MET HIM- HE GOES BY THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST I SIT AND TALK TO HIM ALL THE TIME....I AM SAVED-I AM BORNED AGAIN- AND THE HEALING HAS BEGUN.I WANT TO BE LIKE JESUS...

Music:

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Movies:

I FALL ASLEEP TO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING SO I REALLY DONT EVEN BOTHER EVEN TRYING TO WATCH ANYTHING ANYMORE....BUT I HAVE MANAGED TO SEE ALL OF THESE SOME HOW!

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Television:

DONT USUALLY WATCH MUCH TV EITHER. UNLESS I AM EXTREMELY BORED. WHEN I GET BORED WITH WHAT I AM WATCHING- ITS....FOR ME!!! LOL

Books:

YEAH THEY HELPED ME PASS COLLEGE! LOL

Heroes:

JESUS CHRISTI LOOK UP TO THE CLOUDS AND AWAIT FOR HIM TO COME TAKE ME HOME....I AM MY OWN PRISON...

My Blog

THE LESSON OF A SHATTERED HEART

i have been determined to get back into my writing again- poetry -short stories and such...so here is one i just wrote...and it is good therapy to get off my chest and tell my story...through writing ...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 08:02:00 PST

GIVE PEACE A CHANCE

HEY PEOPLE....I JUST WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR A PREVIOUS BLOG I WROTE ABOUT 5 -6 BLOGS BACK REGARDING PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK. I MEANT WHAT I SAID ABOUT BEING REPSECTED AND HOW I...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 07:51:00 PST

WE ARE THE WORLD 2007 SINGSNAP REMAKE

ITS HAPPENING AS WE SPEAK. BE WATCHING. THIS IS GONNA BE HUGE. IN TALKS WITH CHARITIES AND ORGANIZATIONS AND ALOT OF PEOPLE REGARDING THIS. AND IT WILL BE HEARD AROUND THE WORLD IN EVERY WHICH WAY POS...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 10:30:00 PST

MMM MMM GOOOOOOOOD!!!!

BELIEVE IT OR  NOT-I AM TALKING ABOUT MY LIFE! CANT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM. I AM SO VERY VERY VERY HAPPY THESE DAYS. GOT SOME COOL THINGS GOING ON. THINGS WORKING OUT FOR ME AND A...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 02:55:00 PST

NICE

WHAT A WEEK THIS HAS TURNED OUT TO BE. I AM FEELING REALLY GOOD LAST COUPLE OF DAYS- AND ITS ONLY CUZ THE WAY MY WEEK HAS BEEN GOING! I DO KNOW GOD IS AT WORK RIGHT NOW ON ME AND MY LIFE. SO AMEN LOL....
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 01:39:00 PST

LIKE YOU

the song you hear playing right now is such a lovely song- it is dear to me & personally hits home to me- especially when it comes to grieving love...and in ways is my song to god- only ...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 10:35:00 PST

SOMETIMES I WISH.....

I WISH- PEOPLE WOULD QUIT LOOKING AT WHAT ALL I DO WRONG AND LOOK AT WHAT THEIR DOING WRONG BEFORE TRYING TO TELL OTHERS OR ME WHAT ALL I DO WRONG. I NEVER CLAIMED TO BE PERFECT OR CORRECT FOR THINGS ...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 08:40:00 PST

WHO ROCKS THE PARTY THAT ROCKS THE PARTY?

ME!!!!!!!! LOL...I AM DJ-ING FOR A FRIENDS HALLOWEEN PARTY THIS SATURDAY NIGHT-  HMMMM.....WHAT TO WEAR -WHAT TO WEAR? I AM SURE I WILL SEE SOME OF MY OLD SCHOOL PEEPS THERE....WELL I HOPE TO A...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:39:00 PST

MAKING LEMONADE (LOL)

new chapter opens. last chapter of my life was the pits- now i have god and he is giving me lemons and i am gonna make some lemonade! lol - u can have some lemons too if your really wanted to. unless ...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 10:02:00 PST

hmmmmmm....

went out tonight- to get a break from the house and the heart ache- felt very good to run into old friends and meet new people. was very much respected. felt good to be appreciated in the manner...
Posted by MISS CANDIELISCIOUS on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 01:08:00 PST