Jacob Austin

name: jacob austin jarman, you can call me texas. i think im easy goin n pretty chill. or at least i try to be.. i think i come off as kind of an asshole. but then again i think ppl take things too personal these days. if uve known me for 10min or 10yrs, it doesnt really matter, im prolly not changing for u. im very confident and content in who i am and what ive become. tho im pretty sure i have a gift for fucking shit up. its quite a skill actually, b/c it seems like even when im not trying to, i find a way to screw up everything. ppl say im hard to love. i agree. they say u gotta love yourself b4 u can love someone else. i think ive been in love b4, i just dont think ive ever been truly loved by another. for the simple fact that i never let them. pain is something not so easy to forget. and a grudge is a wall, not so easy to tear down. ive learned that life isnt fair. its never fair. itll throw u curv balls out the ass, n all u can do is swing as hard as u can n pray u hit a homer. yet at the end of the day, win or lose, be grateful your still in the game. im a complicated person n i think that trying to figure me out is only gunna confuse u more. which is why most ppl just except me for who i am. i hardly ever take other ppls advice, i learn from my own mistakes. im used to not getting what i want, so i tend to just settle n be grateful with what i got. i like sad songs cuz they make me appreciate what i have. theres very few ppl i hold in my heart but once your there, your there forever. i surround myself with ppl who stick out. ppl who wanna be someone and do something with they're lives. to conform is to be controlled. im a firm believer that happiness is to be loved for who u are, instead of liked for who your not. FACT: i know how to sew. if i had to pick one song to describe myself it'd prolly be a song with no words. sour patch kids are the bomb diggidy. i do my own piercings. i drew and did my first tattoos myself. i still live at home w/ my parents. my dogs are my 2 best friends. i have 3 older siblings. two brothers and a sister. both my brothers are in the armed forces. i draw when im bored. i change my about me WAY too much. i like to be acknowledged. i tend to be almost too blunt at times. i think ppl find me offensive. i have a YZ426F, its my favorite thing in the world. i drive an 05' impala. and its the shit :]. i want to be an architect. im always looking for the next step in life. i love to cook. i will take an ice cold MGD over anything u got. i quit smoking. i hate driving in traffic. i hate it when its muddy outside. but i love it when it rains.