I'm not done figuring that out yet now am i. So far I've figured as much: I am a contradiction. For everything I am...there is also a bit of quite the opposite. I understand people because i understand that everyone is there own. everyone has an explination for themselves. it doesn't have to make sense to me for me to understand that it makes sense to them. Music: you don't have to like the way it sounds to hear it. perhaps the explination is that you should stop trying to hear it...stop listening...and just feel it. close your eyes and listen...stop being so critical. that's the way life is to me. understand? well that's my point then...you don't really have to.
I love nature. the wind, the grass, the ocean, the mountains. I'm a gurly girl of girls. but I can never forget that I came from the country where my momma raised me to be tom boy...i could beat ur ass any day...so just let me play ok. lets just play...it's better that way.
my advice...enjoy it for what it is, while you have it and before it's gone and you never have the chance to feel it again...stop being afraid...life isn't as fun that way....sometimes you just have to go outside...close your eyes' and let the wind tell you where to stand next.
on a lighter note: I work my ass off for money that I make sure to spend right away. I pay my bills and live life with the rest and I find great pleasure in spoiling the shit out of the people i love. So it would likely be to your advantage to kiss my ass, besides I'm fabulous and everyone loves me! I like to eat expensive food and drink expensive wine and want all of the people around me to appreciate important things such as these as well. If you deserve a birthday present from me it will likely be a lavish dinner somewhere you've never been to, where you can eat food you've never eaten. i love all things yummy. I'm one of the nicest people you'll ever meet until you piss me off that is...and be forwarned that if you call me a bitch and I think you mean it...I'll punch you in the face. besides that, I live to laugh, granted most of the time it's at myself, cause i think if flippin hilarious. I don't really know what to say about what i look like. I'm tall, I'm not ugly but I'm not hot-which is why i will always have a smokin body covered in a fabulous outfitt. that was kind of cocky but whatever. If i know ya: nice to meet you again. If i don't know ya: you better not be weird in a weird way that's not good, I definately screen all of my "space messages"/friend requests. So to all crazy people out there: stay AWAY. I'm on here to: keep in touch with people i would otherwise be incapable of keeping touch with, spy on people as to keep updated on my gossip, and to get hit on by hot guys that i'll probably never meet...everybody loves a good ego boost, am i right or am i right?
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