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I'm sick but I'm pretty, baby.
First of all, if you think this is going to be a waste of your time, stop reading. For those of you willing to stick it out, here goes. My given name is Alexandra, though I go by Alex. Some of you may know me as Sweet Pea UltiMA. I don't give a flying fuck what you think about me. I'm intelligent. I'm pretty. I am not conceited. I'm clever, cunning, witty, flirtatious, mildly insane, spontaneous, loud, brave, loveable and odd. I do what I please, when I please. I like to have a good time. I drink, I smoke, I do drugs. If you don't, I'll still be your friend. If I have something to say to you, I will say it to your face. If I love you, you will know. If I despise you, you will know. If you come to me looking for honesty, I will give it to you. If you come to me looking for lies, I'll try my best to give that to you too. I aim to please. If you need advice, if you need a friend, if you just need someone to yell your frustrations at, I will be there. What's mine is yours. If I have something, and you want to use it/want to have some/want to whatever, feel free. Be cause people are more important than things. I have many many friends, and I love them all dearly. They mean the world to me, and if you want to fuck with them, you will have to deal with a very angry, vicious, and spiteful me. If you want to be my friend, I will give you a chance. If you fuck me over, you don't get a second one. I'm tired of waiting for people. I want to be loved. I want to make you smile. I want to make sure we're all having a good time existing. I am what I am, and that's all that I am. I think what I am is pretty fucking awesome, and I know at least a few people who would agree with me. Nice to meet you. Let's party. :]
Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Ohhh shit.
You wish your sister was as cool as mine.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone worth my time.

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My Blog

when will they ever be the same again?

seriously, I'm pretty much over this whole situation. and by situation, I mean my life in almost it's entirety right now. I'm pretty goddamn due for a change.
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 15:12:00 GMT

it's like a half-selfish sending of an S.O.S....

I'm so useless right now. not in school, not working, don't have my liscence. severely understimulated. I've been caught up in a relationship that limited me from being who I really am and I'm pretty ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 15:44:00 GMT

for you.

I would wait until the dayThat my heart beats its lastAnd I would follow any whimIn any direction castI would walk down any road'Til my feet could walk no moreAnd I would dance to any beatOr swim to a...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 22:09:00 GMT

It’s Just Not As Good.

Although the words we say darlinAre few and far betweenAnd it seems the very least of youIs all that I have seenAnd though you've had to go awayI still recall your smileAnd wonder if you think of meWh...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 01:04:00 GMT

This is the story of a girl.

[Author's note: I wrote this a while back, when this whole situation actually happened. (January-ish) I woulda posted in here when it was relevant, but I didn't have the internet, and fuck typing all...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 19:01:00 GMT

Show me the light.

Lost in this debaucheryEmpty hearts have failed to seeThe rise and fall of yesterdayThe birth of this catastropheIndifference gets you everywhereGod forbid someone should careDeny the weak and tread t...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 03:55:00 GMT

Disclaimer:

Mmhmm. For every one I'll ever loveThat dares to break my heartFor every friend I tried to fixBut then tore me apartFor all of those who'd lie and cheatSo they could have their wayI stand before you h...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 21:16:00 GMT

Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh.

The phone slips from a loose gripWords were missed then, some apologyI didn't want to tell you thisNo, it's just some guy she's been hanging out withI don't know, the past couple weeks I guessWell, th...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 02:55:00 GMT

Seize the day...

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)Seize the day or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty and cold without ...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 02:35:00 GMT

DAMN RAVERS! =]

The total amount of sleep you get on weekends is the sum of how many times you've blinked since Friday night. You grin like a dumbass whenever you see a comercial for "E News" You navigate your way...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 01:07:00 GMT