KriXoXLaRoSaNeGrAXuX

Well, my pasion is the dark side, death, UFOs, ghosts, spectrums, mediums, energies, witches, vampiries, zombies... everthing about GOTH, unexplained and mistic has something that makes me crazy and rule deep inside of me!
I don't care so much about bad things and shit that people talk about me, but anyway I don't show so much my style cause my parents (and family in general) are so religious, because there are not shops with the things I like and because in this world people that call themselves "normal" don't accept people like me and sometimes it hurts too =(.
Sometimes I feel completely alone...
In general I just wear black... maybe with a bit red, purple, blue or whatever, but anywyay, I'm in LOVE with black! I wear all in colors when things are going wrong or I have a broken heart... don't know why XP. Anyway I think the truth is inside, in our veins mind and especially in our hearts.
I discuss and have problems with people because I'm such a mess (I have a bit of each style in my personality: goth, alternative, rock, romantic, prepi...) and being a bit of everything I'm just in nothing =/. But anyway I always win in that discussions cause it's MY life and NOBODY has ANYTHING to do with it! (just people I really love AND agree with me).
I'm the "coolest" "angel" ever... if you are doing something I think is wrond I suggest you not to do it (and I DON'T do it either!) but hey, if you're happy that way I support you 100% cause if you're my friend I just want YOU to be happy, I have proves! =)
I'm the PSYCHO-logist of everyone if they want. I love people to trust me! And no matter what, I'll always be there for each person who needs me, no matter if they don't know me in real.
Some days it fucks me up that people come close, haha, I can't even stand myself!! But some other days I'm soo lame and I wish every second I can meet someone who understands me and stays with me *_*...
I LOVE and HATE life, I'm just crazy and sometimes I lose control (thing sometimes I wonder if I ever had)... but as madness is a gift that just a few have, I enjoy it the most even if I regret sometimes.
I'm not a person who hates ussually... but damn, there's something I really really HATE with EVERYTHING!!! hypocrisy, some kind of lies, FAAAKES and that people made of plastik that think they are the best fucking thing EVER (FUCK OFF ASSHOLES, BITCHES...!!!) >X(
I LOOVE SINGING!!! It's my life, I sing EVERYTHING ma friends ask me (especially if it's an EVANESCENCE song *_*) but heey, I sing what they don't ask me too hehe (and sometimes they want to kill me XP)
I LOVE listening to music, playing voley, football, volkerball and sports in general (but I suck... I just try to have time and enjoy my time that way).
Almost everyone say that the first time I'm a person to hate (and yeah, I am!!), but please, don't stop there, I can be a really good friend, especially if you deserve it. I think every person is so special and everyone can have a place in my heart (unless you really are not my type in personality)!
My spirit isn't chained to anyone's, I'm a FREE soul and just like I can live with I can live WITHOUT you... sometimes it's SOO FUCKING HARD, I know... but I CAN and if I have to, then I'LL DO IT!
What else... I'm a suffering soul, none understands me, not even when I try to explain things carefully!! I confuse everyone, I can tease your mind and I LOVE IT, you hear me? I enjoy it! LOVE being original, HATE ppl who copy --' always give my opinion, sometimes good in school, sometimes retarded ass ='(... my philosophy is my life, so complicated and weird, it makes sense, then my head says the oposite and I mix both, I discuss with myself and then you end up understanding what is NOTHING!
I'm so inspired, love writing EVERTHING, songs, verses, phrases, poems, tales, books... deep things, dark stuff... but I don't share MY treasure with the world, just have fun sometimes...
Love chinese, japanese, arabic and egyptian art and culture, hiden sciences, GENIES, MAGIC and illusion!
Aunque casi nadie se ha dado cuenta soy timida, no puedo empezar ninguna relacion con nadie, si no me hablan y me tratan como amiga yo tampoco asi sepa toda la vida de la otra persona, al menos eso me pasa cuando son hombres (ya sea que me gusten o no)... Y bueno, el resto lo descubriran poco a poco... si es q pueden...