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About Me

To understand how delusion arises, practice watching your mind. Begin by simply letting it relax. Without thinking of the past or the future, without feeling hope or fear about this thing or that, let it rest comfortably, open and natural. In this space of the mind, there is no problem, no suffering. Then something catches your attention--an image, a sound, a smell. Your mind splits into inner and outer, self and other, subject and object. In simply perceiving the object, there is still no problem. But when you zero in on it, you notice that it's big or small, white or black, square or circular; and then you make a judgment-- for example, whether it's pretty or ugly. Having made that judgment, you react to it: you decide you like it or don't like it. That's when the problem starts, because "I like it" leads to "I want it." We want to possess what we perceive to be desirable. Similarly, "I don't like it" leads to "I don't want it." If we like something, want it, and can't have it, we suffer. If we don't want it, but can't keep it away, again we suffer. Our suffering seems to occur because of the object of our desire or aversion, but that's not really so--it happens because the mind splits into object-subject duality and becomes involved in wanting or not wanting something.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Two foot tall nomadic creatures from Mesopotamia, who have secretly conquered the pacific grove monarchs downtown habitat, and snap tree branches to massacre elderly grandmothers who are carrying there grandchildren. moo. Here's a hint... Fuck you. Figure out who it is you want to meet an then, fucking meet em. Don't check to see if I want to meet you. Happy?

Music:

I like to listen to a lot of music... trying to simply name every band I've ever listened to an enjoyed would be very difficult.

Movies:

appleseed, garden state, ghost in the shell 1-2, kill bills, donnie darko, fear an loathing, foreign indy anime an horror... pretty much, ooo sin city ruled!

Television:

television eats dirty asshole

Books:

Books yea... woo.

Heroes:

Apparently not?

My Blog

frealz

Ok... so i've been getting some criticism on the song I have posted... I want to declare a couple things about this shit before you people give me undeserved crap again.1. Hi! I'm Evan, I ride a bike....
Posted by RAWR! on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 12:43:00 PST

ponder it

how am I supposed to care about someone or something specific to someone when they refuse to let me know this aspect or day of there life. thanks for letting me not know about you. it plays well in to...
Posted by RAWR! on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 02:53:00 PST

Moments of clarity

Down an back up the coast in a few short hours is truly where I find my self.Hwy 1 seems to be the most relaxing place ever. I need to do this more often.
Posted by RAWR! on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 04:09:00 PST

Humor

Outside of my house there is a man who is kicking the shit out of his truck.He has pulled in the spot to far and hopped the parking curb and smashed his bumper into a pole. In doing so he lodged his f...
Posted by RAWR! on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:34:00 PST

nothing like christmas time...

This last 5 days have been pretty epic... Debauchery.Exactly what i needed... just as i thought it was about to end though.I remembered my homie Shmee is comin to town, for his long awaited "leave" fr...
Posted by RAWR! on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 04:26:00 PST

flabbergasserting.. uh.com

Why the fuck does shit have to be so goddamn difficult like non fucking stop difficult. I just want to be a happy little camper but NOOO fucking bullshit... shit is pissing me off sooo bad right now t...
Posted by RAWR! on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 10:43:00 PST

bah. your mom.

"File 13"I sleep until there is no light.I'm wide awake all through the night.Dinner may suck but I'll take a bite, I do whatever I can.My muscles stiffen through the day.Discomfort never goes away.So...
Posted by RAWR! on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 05:08:00 PST

Am I retarded?

Who the fuck cares... I am over shit right now. I get one freakin day off... and wow. blah... enough about that... My buddy In SLO is having a really shitty time right now. He has been plagued with mu...
Posted by RAWR! on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:45:00 PST

Is this it?

sure as fuck is... this is my official last day. I'm gone and done with this place... though i've enjoyed the drunken art of packing and shipping, I am more than happy to wish it farewell. So many bet...
Posted by RAWR! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:55:00 PST

The Final Days

I have exactly one week left to work at The Ups Store.... I'm pretty much stoked. They really gave me no other options. Horrible pay, Shitty ass bosses, Asshole costumers, No time off, No worthwhile r...
Posted by RAWR! on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 09:19:00 PST