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About Me


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
"It's creepy, but here we are, the Pilgrams, the crackpots of our time, trying to establish our own alternative reality. To build a world out of rocks and chaos. What it's going to be, I don't know. Even after all that rushing around, where we've ended up is the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night. Any maybe knowing isn't the point. Where we're standing right now, in the ruins of the dark, what we build could be anything." - Choke, Chuck Palahniuk
This is my hope that I'm becoming something great. I've finally come to believe in myself, and in doing so, am reaping the benefits.
I work hard for everything I have, appreciate everything I've acquired, and I can only pray that this is just the beginning.
If you can't do it yourself, you're not trying hard enough, but if you can't admit to needing help, you won't ever make it. This was the hardest thing for me to learn.
I'm my own personal catastrophe. Those who can handle that are the best people ever...and highly appreciated.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone. There is no reason to not get to know every person you encounter.

My Blog

When the minutes feel like hours and the hours feel like days...

It's been awhile since I wrote anything. It's not because I haven't wanted to. It's not because I haven't felt like I should. I just question who really wants to hear me talk about how I've just bee...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Jul 2009 20:16:00 GMT

That's life.

We all do things we think are right.We all do things we feel are right.We all do things that feel right that we think are wrong.We all do things that we think are right that feel wrong.I can't figure ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 08:17:00 GMT

To think I held you yesterday

I can't believe I still find myself thinking about you.I've got this love-hate relationship battle going on that really makes every day that much harder...I hate that I still love you, which makes me ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 00:37:00 GMT

I question why I do this...

I've been listening to this song...and it's killing me.  I never listened to it while dating Taylor...but I started listening to it when we broke up.  It sends a flood of emotion from the pit of my st...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 08:29:00 GMT

What we're left with now...

I spent the entire week telling myself I'm okay.  I had myself convinced that as much as this decision hurt now, it ultimately would make me stronger, better, happier.  I told everyone that I had even...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 08:16:00 GMT

This has absolutely no substance.

I'm sitting here on the floor in the library, looking at my feet, and I am amazed at how easily they scar. I've got some flea bite scars from earlier this year from a vicious attack, but then to the ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:46:00 GMT

For all of us, young and old, black and white...and everyone in between

We all knew this election would be history in the making. Would we find ourselves being led by the first African-American president or would we have our first women vice president and the oldest pres...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 13:28:00 GMT

Choke on this.

Inspite of his vulgarity in his writing, somehow, there's something more to it than sex addicts and pudding."It's creepy, but here we are, the Pilgrams, the crackpots of our time, trying to establish ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:14:00 GMT

1) Chug Guinness 2) Make A Scene 3) Reflect

I've come to realize that during these stressful times, having someone you can turn to that lets you cry, yell, jump to conclusions, accuse them of ridiculous things, and still come over at almost mid...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 00:30:00 GMT

Its time to say goodbye.

To think just days ago, I sat wondering what may come to be in New York.  The nervousness of getting lost, the excitement of not knowing.How I never got lost, even I'm surprised.Today is our last...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:27:00 GMT