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// videosAMy name's Chelsea and the only nickname I have that people actually call me is Chelly. I have no idea where it came from but whatever. I never really know what to write in these things so I usually write lots of random things that don't string together very well o.o I like gals and lads, yes I'm bisexual. No, I don't do it for attention. I've got one best friend named Hailey who I never really get to see or talk to anymore and it actually breaks my heart. I don't have a lot of friends because I'm too shy to make new ones and too stupid to have kept the ones that I had. I've changed a lot and in some ways I like myself but for the most part I can't stand what I've become. I spend too much time on the computer, I'm not outgoing enough, not funny enough, not pretty enough and not skinny enough. I always have something on my mind to be confused about.. I wish I could say that I'm someone who's unique, someone who's not afraid to be herself but really I'm just a coward hiding in a shell of borrowed personalities. October 19th
At school right now in my last period spare. Just had karate test and passed to yellow belt but I don't deserve it. And to be honest, a lot of people in the class don't. I personally think the sensei just passes people for the sake of passing them so nobody feels left out or something. but anyway. I have an Improv tryout / exhibition later and I'm so so so nervous. I've never been able to perform in front of huge audiences What if I have a panic attack!? Augh...People say "oh that'd be funny!" but panic attacks aren't funny you insensitve cocks. And you can't make it funny. End of story. Oh well...at least there's my optometrist appointment to look forward to. I might get glasses woo!
Thursday November 8th
Got my glasses, look better with them than I thought I would. I should really put up some new pictures...ones that aren't a couple years old. Nothing else much has happened. A pretty good guitar player came to my school today. He had a pretty accent xD. Tomorrow night is the movie night at the Cineplex, I'm excited! PLaying DDR all night like I did last year, hellz yeah. I'm in love iwth this Placebo layout....I love Placebo.
Tuesday November 13th. Sick and depressed today, stayed home. Helped grandmother and sister clean the basement...it looks a little better and more spacious now. =D We're getting a new washer and dryer too, I'm excited because our other ones were old and always broke. And we're also getting a new tv for down here which is also amazing because once again the one down here is a piece of shiz. The movie night was great fun, though I didn't stay for the whole time. I played DDR to an adoring audience and Jordan and I went to go watch Hairspray with Katy and her friends. They talked a lot and eventually left because they didn't like it. I thought I'd hate it too, but it was actually pretty cute. but anyway, I didn't wanna stay until 7:30 because I was tired of DDR and had already seen the other movies so Jordan and I took a cab back to his place at around 4 am and cuddled and went to sleep. =3
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