C O N F E S S I O NThey say falling in love is the greatest feeling a person can experience. A cliche for some, but for others it's a fantasy. I'm JEFFREY, 22 y/o, always been into one-sided love, always being discriminated,taken for granted and criticized.all my life looking for a guy to love me and accept me for who and what i am. I've spent 22 years of my life looking for that person, believe or not i haven't been into any relationship at all nor any experience in my life. I always dream that some guy will one day approach me or talk to me and ask me out...but that never happened ...well I guess depression is going on my system and hope seems to fade...
I always believe relationship is not mine to have and not mine to keep. Sometimes I think it is really not meant for me...Like what our parents would always say when we want something,like a toy from the store,YOU CAN'T HAVE it's NOT GOOD FOR YOU...maybe they are RIGHT! maybe having and being in a relationship is something i can not have, its something that is not good for me. YOU CAN'T ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING YOU WANT, maybe i will not be able to have it,not in this unfair world...everything is a gamble...everything is done for survival..Love and relationship goes hand in hand, one can not be in a relationship without love,even in friendship, and relationship can not exist without love,for some it do but that is just absurd and pure hypocrisy...
Man should not fight what is planned for him,everything has its own reason,no one can blame someone for his or her misfortune or incompleteness...not me nor you...Everything that happens to a person should be accepted and continue on living...like me I've accepted the fact that love is not my thing..anyways I still have my friends and families...but still there is a tiny hope inside me....but where does my heart beats now? For the guy whom I love so much I'm pouring out my heart for you...these are the things I'm afraid to tell you...if you only given me a chance....
So much to believe in. I am so lost in time everything I needed fell into his eyes. I always thought of keeping your heart next to mine.But now that seems so far away.
I don't know that love could leave without a trace.Where do silent hearts go?Where is the sound,that only echoes through the night?I can't live without you,without feeling it inside..where do my lonely heart go?Its like candle in the water ,drifting helplessly,hiding from the thunder..please come and rescue me,I'm driven by the hunger of the endless dream.
I'm searching for the hand that I can hold, reaching for the arms that let me know where do silent hearts go? Just one touch of you overcomes the silence my love for you still survives..feels like two hearts needing one another..give me wings to fly...
I need someone to give my heart to feel it getting stronger and stronger and stronger.And I feel inside our hearts are made to last till the end of time....
....if only it was meant to be,if only you have given me a chance to love you....
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