About Me
Mommy, I was such a lost soul, just wanted to be down with something
Look at your son then mommy I AMOUNTED to NOTHING
You couldnt figure out what I had messed with the streets for
Cause you saw my genius without a SAT score
I took drugs and laced it with things
For you I wasted that person.
Angeldust use to have me in the hallways twisted
I tried to hide it, but Visine didn't always work
I needed someone to blame in my mind
And when you threw in advice I was
Like what I want to talk to you about you ruined my life
even though cause of my pops I ended up a con and I knew it
The reason I filled my body with embomin fluid, cause of daddy
is the reason that my life's gone illegal
The reason I was kinda different don't think like normal people, not calm. Mommy I remember seeing your crying on the floor
Knowing im the reason why she not alright no more.
But I was young, I was like whatever
You use to chase me through the house with the chancleta you was like get your life together.
Fucking drugs, how could I ever screamed at you.
Im surprised that you are not mad at me
much as you hated my father your oldest son was just like his daddy
Mommy I used to live life by my rules, I was young and stupid, im just like you
I got your sensitivity, my fathers eyes
His mouth, his smile, and my heart and my soul is yours
I use to say fuck school, cause I had my major
Come to grips that it aint so much the drugs, its the addict behavior that I had
Wasnt really the smoking, but the rush that came with it
I felt so alone I had a crew, but so what
Then when alex cut my face and guess who showed up first to be next to her son
And when people said I would always be ill and twisted,
And when the therapist had told us that the pills would fix me
I was sick of being sick, I was finally hurt
With all the praying that you did mommy it finally worked
God gave you a son back, I won't offend you again
Wont let the disease turn me against you again
Use to be high as ever, but now camilo jr. got his life together
As a result, now we tighter than ever
So blessed so grateful to be seeing tomorrow
That's why I can't take a pill, not if even a taste
I can't picture me twisted. my mothers hope she is proud
Secure now, don't need to be down with nothing
Look at your son now mommy, I AMOUNTED to SOMETHING
