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**dIrKa**

About Me

Walking in the rain hides all my thoughts and tears.

Rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I'm not.

Im not in denial, Im just very selective about the reality i accept.

Im pissed that females are expected to be beautitul!

I always liked the thought of being goth, but was too depressed to expalin it to my mom.

God has and will lead me through all my past and future transgressions.

Life is much better when viewed with intoxication.

I say anything and everything thats on my mind, Fuck you if you don't like it.

I smile and laugh 99% of the time I'm awake.

My dad was deffinatly the coolest and strongest person i have ever met.

I love my mother more than anyone in the world.

I am learning to love my sisters more and more each day Plus they gave me two gorgeous nephews and a beautiful neice that i love very much and don't get to see as often as i would like.

My hero left me before prom, before graduation, twenty days after my 18th birthday, I break down everytime my thoghts clear.


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

**********EVERYONE*********

YOU

YOUR MOM AND DAD

YOUR FRIENDS

YOUR FRIENDS DOGS

AND CATS!!! OOO I LIKE CATS!!!

YOUR DOGS AND CATS TOO

AND EVERYONE ELSE


Sagittarius - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:

Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates
You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards
You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet

Your negative traits:

Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive
You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts
You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person

Your ideal partner:

Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever
Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you
Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on

Your dating style:

Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up.

Your seduction style:

Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom.
Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try.
Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act.

Tips for the future:

Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better.
It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while.
Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise.

Best color to attract mate: Purple

Best day for a date: Thursday What's Your Love Profile?

My Blog

Final Fantasy

So just finished Final Fantasy Spirits WithinIt was the shiz!!!Playin Final Fantasy IV on my DS but is an advance gameFirst time I playedReally liking it!About to try N watch Advent Children again.......
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:57:00 GMT

Moving!!!

Ok so finally moving!!! Me, Justin, and I believe Truk (Kurt) We're gettin a house... Lookin at it Thursday!!But we can have it if we like it...Its a friends, moms houseIm not even sure if they are m...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 16:45:00 GMT

My New Toy

A PINK Nintendo DS LiteI Fucking love itPossibly more than life itselfMaybe...Kick ass pink snake skin case too..Tinkerbell sticker.So hot!!Got 4 games so farNEW Super Mario BrothersMr Driller Drill S...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 11:02:00 GMT

Crazy sad.... realizations.....

What if i wanted to breakLaugh it all off in your faceWhat would you do?What if i fell to the floorCouldn't take this anymoreWhat would you do?Come break me downMarry me, Bury meI am finished with you...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:00:00 GMT

Dirka Allah Jihad

Ok so my nickname is "Dirka""Dirka  Dirka Allah Jihad"Please don't praise me, its just a nickname! lolIts been a fun nickname for the last year and a half.My girl Rekia at work, sounds so cute sa...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 10:07:00 GMT

Just a little closer to Perfect?

Life seems to shove alot of shit in your face sometimes....... There are so many questions to be answered....Hardly any answers....They say:Figure it out for yourself, get hurt, hurt others, feel happ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 10:01:00 GMT

Sex!!!!

Well i was gonna write a blog on sex, but then i lost my train of thought.... and decided i wasnt in the right state of mind, to be writting a blog on sex (andrew ya kno what im talking about) My mind...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:54:00 GMT

Ha ha, I felt a lil dumb

Ok so about two months ago.... lookin at my roomates kids social security cards... and see that one of the little girls i live with Erinn..... she has the same middle name as I, but i saw it was spelt...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 11:48:00 GMT

My face is numb.... lol

Just got back from the dentist... they fucked me up, my whole left side of my face is numb, totally smackable  and i cant feel a thing, its great, this is my favorite part of dental work.... had ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 16:28:00 GMT

Random thoughts....

Waiting.watching blues clues.november 8, dental consultation today, got a tooth extracted, stupid dentist left a piece in there. woo hoo. surgery!!! (scared)be a couple months before i start world of...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:35:00 GMT