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I feel it welling up inside and Robert Smith lied Boys do cry and with blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Rice novel come to life I can't hide the monster anymore One can only feel desolate for so long Until one starts to change Into something the mirror doesn't recognize I metamorphasize The darkness has been biding its time To claim its latest victim Fresh meat for carnal desires To become what I became I viewed the sun for the last timeWill you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips (crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are youAnd it pulses through, the desire to change The desire to deconstruct all of my past failings But where to begin because when you live in sin It's hard to look at saints without them Reflecting youre jet black auras back on you And all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my dayAnd all I have is hope, and all I need is time To bury in pine under six feet of time The lies I told me about myself Claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails I won't lose hope, I won't give in Just live and breathe and try not to die again

I'd like to meet:

Waltz around the room, with a glaze in your stare. In your tuxedo suit. I'll give it a name. Lower defenses. I'll lower the casket. Open the door. Open the grave. Murder. Now you're doing the waltz with your murderer...... Waltz around the room, with a glaze in your stare. In your tuxedo suit. I'll give it a name. Lower defenses. I'll lower the casket. Open the door. Open the grave. Mediocrity is the killer.You find yourself helpless. Christ is not a fashion, fleeting away. fashion...He laid emeralds in her eyes, oh but I'd already tried. a bracelet made of gold and scarlet thread around her wrist. and everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs. Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss. and we painted crooked lies but we danced in perfect time to a love so much refined, we know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour into a grief we know before but it's never quite like this. never quite like this. All I know now is regret, it follows like a silhouette along the cobblestone behind me, but has nothing to say except to innocently ask, a voice as delicate as glass, "Do you see me when we pass?" but I continue on my way.

Music:

Deftones, Team Sleep, Coheed and Cambria, My Chemical Romance, Sublime, The Used, At The Drive In, Panic! At The Disco, NOFX, MXPX, Atreyu, Blindside, Bullet For My Valentine, Armor For Sleep,Rise Against, The Cure, The Strokes, Lost Prophets, Korn, Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana,Red Hot Chili Peppers, Incubus, 311, Custom, Gorillaz, Nine Inch Nails,Senses Fail, The Casualties, Misfits, Rancid, Sex Pistols, The Ramones, Oasis, Los Kung Fu Monkeys, Thursday, Pearl Jam, Alice In Chains,Weezer,Flogging Molly, Underoath, Gym Class Heroes, Death Cab For Cutie, Fall Out Boy, Alien Ant Farm, Flyleaf, ICP, Motion City Soundtrack, and much much more...

Movies:

REQUIME FOR A DREAM SLC PUNK BLOW SPUN KIDS ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF A SPOTLESS MIND GUNNERS PALACE SCARFACE MONSTER FROM HELL SLEEPY HOLLOW A NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS AMERICAN HISTORY X THE CROW ANYTHING KEVIN SMITH

Television:

Television is the devil.It turned my mother into a peice of celery and then sodomized me until I bled from the mouth. Free Myspace Pictures

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Books:

a million little pieces,the da vince code, angels and demons, helter skelter,alone, good morning darkness,see how they run,murder suicide,the man that you fear,blood at the root,etc etc
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My Blog

Pre mortem

Something bellows Not so mellow No violins and no cellos I'm falling inward Broke this mirror For my insignificant other Insects crawl forth Eggs we'll plant for Reproduction And while I hate her...
Posted by dai the flu on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 01:52:00 PST

valentines day

IF ALL THAT I COULD GIVE WAS A SMALL PLASTIC SPOON WOULD YOU STILL BURY ME BABY PLEASE JUST BURY ME I NEVER DESERVED THIS SMALL TASTE OF HAPPINESS I KNOW YOU WON'T FORGIVE ALL THE TIMES I HAVE SINNE...
Posted by dai the flu on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 01:48:00 PST

my last leap of faith

  My Last Leap of Faith you never cared just liked going through the motions i'm the overflowed hull seeping into the ocean i wasn't there for a single time you spoke your words of discontent th...
Posted by dai the flu on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 10:08:00 PST

monoxide

MONOXIDE She is the tailpipe Of this carbon monoxide suicide And a serpent's tongue That spits poison to my veins I can't talk to her It will never change Don't call me baby Call me demon/angel/who...
Posted by dai the flu on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 10:41:00 PST