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HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul)

A doorway to another world leads to my heart, It is through this door that you will truly come to kn

About Me

I am twenty years old and I live in Kansas, I went to a military high school where i had the experience of a lifetime. I used to do all kind of fun things and learned how to be a leader and a follower, but most of all i learned the importance of brotherhood/teamwork and self discipline. I am a private first class in the Army Reserves, currently attending Pittsburg State University working towards a Business Degree, also i am in the ROTC Program and working to become a Second Leiutenant out of college. I know someday that I would like to open my own Business and thought it would have to be somethimg fun, not some boring market or office rat race. I want to get out and see the world, i am an adveturer at heart and love a challenge, if it is dangerous... count me in! "If we never take chances and are afraid to live, then everything we want in our lives will pass us by.' I would also someday like to write a book or a movie,i have always enjoyed writing poetry and short stories, i figure it would be fun to write a novel, probably fiction but mabey not. I love to have fun and live my life like i was not going to get a second chance. I love to Drive my car '05' Escape Hybrid, nothing makes me feel free like getting into my car, putting on some good music, and just getting lost for a while. I need to have some fun people in my life, but you have to know how to just chill too. I can honestly say that i am a bit of a contradiction, I love to plan things out before i do them but at the same time i float in the breeze like a fallen leaf.I am a typically unpredictable contradiction, now you seem me, now you dont know what the hell I will say next! A free spirit like myself is hard to tame.... so don't try.
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My Interests

I am an excellent cook and love to make anything from spaghetti and meatballs to roast duck with garlic mashed potatoes and white wine sauce. I usually only cook fancy meals when i have someone to prepare the for, usuall when by myself i will just make Ramen Noodles, Pizza,por roast, chicken nuggets... etc. I love to read and to write because ot lets em escape the norm for a while and allows me to vent my soul through the flowing ink of my ball point. I am also a Huge fan of movies, though also an even bigger crittic. A film has to be good for me to give it to thumbs up, and though i appreciate all types of works and artistic liscenses, i know a stinker when i see it! I also love exciting tasks and am an adrenalen junky, if its fun and dangerous you can definatly count me in. If you feel like it you can Rate my picture ..... I think i set it up right.

I'd like to meet:

Well first of all i am tired of being single, i want to meet a nice girl and life life, my dream girl would have red or a darker hair color, beautiful eyes and a killer smile. I am not too picky about looks, mostly a girl has to have a face I never want to turn away from, I am a romantic guy with a wild side. I am very patient and have a long fust to anger, though when it is lit, you want to be some where else. My biggest trigger is a guy either verbally or physicall abusing a girl, I dot stand for that shit and never will. aside from that, some day I think that I would Like to meet Someone Like Bill Cosby or Robin Williams, growing up they had always been my favorite comedians and they are just all around cool guys and great actors, not phony wash outs like you see on SNL now.

Music:

I am pretty well Eclectic, but with some acceptions in every Genre. Rap for instance, i hate that song about the girl with the "Junk in her trunk' with a passion!

Movies:

Any thing with a good storyline and atleast some sense of originality. I guess though I would have to say, Forest Gump.

Television:

I love the show Family guy with an obsessive passion and i cannot get enough of the shows lost and Supernatural

Books:

Harry Potter all the way, Sue Graftons alphabet mysteries and almost anything written by Dean Koontz.

Heroes:

My Father, Superman, Benji... Yes the dog. And the trix Rabbit for being the bigger man and not throwing those bastard kids a beating!

My Blog

I lost my grandfather today.

This morning around eleven, one of the people who has meant the most to me in my life was taken to a better place, his body, stricken from alsheimers and the effects of diabetis, finally gave out. Nic...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 11:24:00 PST

I got stood up again for like the ninth time! Have some guts and Just say no!

I tried to make a date recetly, and was stood up, we had everythign planned out and she didnt even show up, no call or anything, just had me sttin there like a dumbass wonderin what was goin on. LOL, ...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:52:00 PST

I am back!

       I am finally back to where I need ot be in my life after getting disqualified from my deployment, yes, it was my dream, all that I wanted from life was to go...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:15:00 PST

I was medically barred from deployment!

For those of you who do not know, the millitary found out about as preexisting medical conditoon of mine, one that no longer affects me, yet they are sending me home for it just the same! I do not kno...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 04:29:00 PST

My worst poem

When All The World As I lie awake and stare into the empty night, I try to find promise of clarity in the darkness. A means to live my life the way I know I should, And make right the wrongs...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 01:43:00 PST

Living for the moment, living for our dreams...

I am about to enbark on the greatest journey of my life, and I feel that I have come face to face with my destiny. On March sixth, i am going to deploy to the Iraqui?kuwaiti border, on a mission with ...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:33:00 PST

Old Man Winter

I do not know how many of you who are reading this are from my area, but we had our first real snow of the season today, yes it was cold and it was bitterly frozen... but it was warm on the inside. Wh...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 01:18:00 PST

Talk more, learn more, smile more...

More than half of you never really message people on your friends list, and even less of you seem to reply when written too, I for one just think it is a little rude to do that, though I understand mo...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:15:00 PST

If I were a super hero... Osama'd be fuc**d!

If I were a super hero, I would probably be an obnoxious ass hole, though I would save the day plenty of times, i probably wound not be able to help abusing a few powers. I'd probably take a peek thro...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 10:40:00 PST

If you want to know me...just ask!!

For all of you who dont know me, I am a very real person, but I have not always been that way. Growing up I was very over weight, in fact my waist line used to be fourteen inches bigger than it is now...
Posted by HeartBledSoldier (Who could mend this broken soul) on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:31:00 PST