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About Me

The demons inside me, are clinging so tightly, the voices in my head say "You don't wanna come down"
I don't know but i've been told, you live this way you won't grow old. Our addiction hits so quick, these bad habits are hard to quit
Your eyes they just won't open, you don't know what you been smoking. Got your whole family hoping "Oh I wish that she'd just slow down"
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they say that im changing cause im gettin famous.. fuck you, i dont need no body but my goddam self
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you can call me britt.
i moved up here from florida and i miss it alot!
a few things i love: music, sec football, my friends & family, sunny days & long nights, miller light, the beach, my domino, sushi.
a few things i hate: fedex trucks, 18 wheelers, small spaces, people talking on their cell phones in the movies, liars, old people smell, eye boogers, morning breath, sleeping alone, the dark.
i believe that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have
i strongly believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with your own age
i also agree with the fact that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become
and that you either control your attitude or it will control you, and at times it has controlled me
im a big beach bum. i love the smell, the people and everything to do with the beach. even the sand! there is nothin better then sittin on the beach drinking a beer and watching the waves in the winter.
im a walking contradiction
im pertty random and i love that about me. i never plan ahead, it will only let you down.
i text way to much.
i love cheese...string cheese.
i want to meet the person who came up with the spork. they are the shit.
i have some crazy ass friends that i wouldnt trade for anything in the world. you mess with them ill kill you.
my family puts the FUN in dysfunctional! but i love my family, they have been thruogh a lot with me and have never given up even when i know they prolly wanted to. im thankful for them everyday!
im going back to school for my emt then on to paramedic school.
i love helping people, sometimes thats my downfall.
Few people understand the psychology of dealing with a highway traffic cop. A normal speeder will panic and immediately pull over to the side. This is wrong. It arouses contempt in the cop heart. Make the bastard chase you. He will follow. But he won't know what to make of your blinker signal that says you are about to turn right. This is to let him know you're pulling off for a proper place to talk. It will take him a moment to realize that he's about to make a 180 degree turn at speed, but you will be ready for it. Brace for the g's, and fast heel-toe work.

My Interests

surfing, photography, skateboarding, boston red sox, sunglasses, undies, flip-flaps!, tattoos, piercings, grape juice, any thing orange, getting my nails done, old school vans, chucks, pac sun, eye makeup, roadtrips!, deep sea fishing, and pretty much any and everything to do with the beach!

I'd like to meet:

jay adams, tom carroll, tim curran, gerry lopez and andy warhol

Music:

armin van buuren. dj lhasa. louie devito. nathan profitt. dj tiesto. underworld. john digweed. sander kleinenberg. markus schulz. aphrodite. man parrish. kraftwerk. dj icey. dj trashy. plummet. atb. bomfunk mc's. fragma. dj sasha. ivan van dahl..now in the other music...dropkick murphys. a thorn for every heart. cky. flogging molly. action action. 30 seconds to mars. bad religion. trapt. social distortion. angels and airwaves. the misfits. the killers. a perfect circle. 311. incubus. him. nofx. pixies. the postal service. yeah yeah yeahs. your famous last words. yellowcard. roses are red. rise aganist. red hott chili peppers. the mars volta. norma jean. poision the well. recieving end of sirens. not another word. name taken. queens of the stone age. rage aganist the machine. reggie and the full effect. panic! at the disco. green day. hellogoodbye. halifax. jimi hendrix. in darkness shining. hawthorne hights. bullet for my valentine. chevelle. funeral for a friend. coheed and cambria. daybreak ends. don't die cindy. the early november. finch...you will be missed=(. fall out boy. calico system. catch-22. thrice. brand new. box car racer. bleed the dream. atreyu. blink-182. at the drive-in. old afi. a static lullaby. armor for sleep. as cities burn. my chemical romance. nirvana. pearl jam. matchbook romance. from autumn to ashes. from first to last. def leppard. emery. five minute ride. glory of this. the academy is.... the change of pace. alkaline trio. as i lay dying. aiden. across five aprils. adelphi. armsbendback. avenged sevenfold. the used. scary kids scaring kids. senses fail. something corporate. thursday. writing the fiction. underOATH. still life projector. the strokes. streetlight manifesto. the sound of animals fighting. rx bandits. silversteen. story of the year. taking back sunday. thrice. trivium. vedera. system of a down. sublime. scatter the ashes. saosin. socratic. three days grace. weezer. straylight run. simon & garfunkel. motion city soundtrack. the strokes. tears for fears. unwritten law. the white stripes. +44. there is more but im done typin all this shit out....

Movies:

the endless summer. lords of dogtown. lord of war.big wednesday. pointbreak. north shore. in gods hands. shades of bali. soul rebels. aqua dulce. the basket ball diaires. the virgin suicides. lucky number slevin. pulp fiction. fear and loathing in las vegas. blow. garden state. SLC punk. dazed & confused. full metal jacket. american history x. boondocks saints. super troopers. reservoir dogs. the goonies. the outsiders. 2006 wct fiji. vaya con dios. and the list goes on

Television:

beavis and butthead
weeds

Heroes:

spicoli and jay adams

My Blog

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Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to goToday in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I triedI tried to read between the linesI trie...
Posted by bld ♥ on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 07:28:00 PST

two years ago today...

wow its doesnt seem like its only been 2 years since the accident. it feels like it was forever and ever ago. its kinda crazy to think that just 2 years ago today my life almost ended. that feb ...
Posted by bld ♥ on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 03:20:00 PST

pulled both ways...

here lately ive been pulled in both direction on going back home to florida or stay here in gadsden. i really dont know what to do. i miss florida and everyone there. evreything i know and love is the...
Posted by bld ♥ on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:53:00 PST

random thoughts

-- i survived my 21st!! and to think so many said id never live to see the day! lol -- the arab guy at the gas station has to think im an alchy by now since i stop by every morning when i get of...
Posted by bld ♥ on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 02:56:00 PST

is it in you?

the art of drowning what i need is a beat down. you know to come up gasping a little, get disoriented. i need to feel my heart race as i stand on the sand waiting to paddle out. to feel scared and gid...
Posted by bld ♥ on Fri, 18 May 2007 09:19:00 PST

its life not a hobby

Other people have hobbies. Surfers have lives. For us, it's not some once-a-month, do-it-on-the-weekend mode of practice that keeps us going, but rather a constantly vigilant application that demands ...
Posted by bld ♥ on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 05:31:00 PST