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bonanza jellybean

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

::THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY:: catching a good song on the radio..when its really grey out and the sun comes through and everything glows yellow..pancakes..the ladybugs that live in my apt during the summer..hitting all the green lights..a good book..gummie candy..talking about old memories with a friend..fog thick as pea soup..a new book of stamps and a blank piece of paper..hearing someone *special* say your name..cat naps..a full tank of gas..taking photographs with someone elses camera..singing.in the shower.or in stairwells..going barefoot..having the munchies..when the birds outside are so loud they wake me up..tea and honey.honey..long baths..thrift stores..being an outlaw..campfires.and a sky full of so many stars..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet an outlaw. i want to meet a rockstar. i want to meet a bookworm. i want to meet a mother. a father. a poet. i want to meet a circus performer. a kitty cat. a nite owl. a porn star. a shining star. i want to meet the missing piece. the big o. ishmael. demian. sissy hankshaw.

My Blog

from her tired, dirty skin

First she began to dance, sculpting the land beneath her feet. Her heels marked the valleys, and the earth that was raised from between her toes became the mountains. She brushed from the skin of her ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2004 20:52:00 GMT

part one of cowgirls. im trying to get you intrigued.

it is not a heart: light, heavy, kind or broken; dear, hard, bleeding or transplanted; it is not a heart. it is not a brain. the brain, that pound and a half of chicken-colored goo so highly rega...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2003 16:32:00 GMT

yes, i wrote this about my cat

Jericho, coda, co-bear, honey bear, esmerelda, little boy, coco, co, jerk-o For over two years I carried him My little boy. He was the apple of my eye He was the tree, the limb, the bark The ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2003 19:23:00 GMT

you, my moment in time

Why a one night stand, so brief and solitary, a lone ranger under a Texan sky? Tell me if you relieve our sex when you lay down to sleep, when you touch yourself in the shower, if I bring you to touch...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2003 19:07:00 GMT

a question no one has ever answered

** Is it different? I ache for you to touch me: your open palm on my skin: to engulf me with your body. The taste of your lips. Do you ache to touch me? Or do you ache for my fingers to balance on yo...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2003 19:06:00 GMT

bad poetry

Importance of breath, like notes of a lullaby, collectively a symphony, when the breath carries the slightest iota of the voice box. A moan, pure in its complexity, a thousand meanings a thousand ways...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2003 19:05:00 GMT

i pledge my undying devotion to tom robbins

a sneeze travels at a peak velocity of two hundred miles per hour. a burp, more slowly; a fart slower yet. but a kiss thrown by fingers - its departure is sudden, its arrival ambiguous, and there is...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2003 12:44:00 GMT

salt dancers

when i turned four, my father taught me the salt dance: he sprinkled a line of salt on the living room floor, positioned my bare feet on top of his shos, and told me to leave everything behind that l...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2003 12:08:00 GMT

peter pan

when the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginnin of fairies. and now when every new baby is born, it'...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2003 20:43:00 GMT

..fire..

"three of the four elements are shared by all creatures, but fire was a gift to humans alone. smoking cigarettes is as intimate as we can become with fire without immediate excruciation. every smoke...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2003 16:07:00 GMT