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Britteny DeShawn

About Me

"you don't know... you can never be sure, but you take the plunge anyway... sure is for people who don't love enough..."
True religion is a union of God with the soul, a real participation of the divine nature, the very image of God drawn upon the soul, or in the apostle's phrase, it is Christ formed in us. -- Henry Scougal
My name is Britteny, I am 23, and I am always re-inventing myself. I love to laugh and play. When I love, I love hard. I love God. I am mildly crazy and super sensitive. I love to read, and sometimes I dabble in poetry. God has thus far blessed me with so much, my wonderful parents, my sisters Tai and Ari, my God-parents, my second parents D and V, my friends Gen, Deb, Allison, and the wonderful CHS Gang (Chels, Bebe, Jenny, Ashley, And JESS!!!) Lord knows without them I truly wouldn't be here. God has given me so many amazing people to support me in my life. Honestly the person I am today is a product of the formentioned people. The last 4 years have been a real struggle, but God never gave up on me. He placed me in the company of greatness, people who saw in me so much more than I saw in and of myself. I am extremely grateful for all that God has given me. I am His daughter: beautiful and precious, but most importantly FREE!
I have nothing. I will not heal, not for all time. I am struck by the ligtening of love and burned beyond repair. He is a splinter that cannot be put out. He is apart of me. Everywhere I go, everywhere he is.' adapted from Love in the time of Cholera
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

of course God my Father... but I am comforted by the knowledge that He lives in me each and every day... my breaths are His miracles

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My Blog

the end and the beginning

I gave you years of my lifeshed tears and lived in strifesold my soul for what I thought was lovestuck in bondage all over a scrubspiritual bruises and depressive emotionsyour rejection deadlier than ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 22:09:00 GMT

you

a blessing and a curse, your love brightens even the darkest day makes me crack a smile in my saddest state moments when i least expect it, you surprise me flood me with emotions i can't explainsweet ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:19:00 GMT

just thinking

what is love without you, what is life without love... and so life without you is nothing... a blank state robbed of happiness... barren existence, being only to be but not to live and enjoy...  ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:54:00 GMT

she and me

she sits alone surrounded by a world not her own a world shifting and ever changing she is gripping her memories- holding on to her sanity no one stops to notice her pain no one asks her if she needs ...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:44:00 GMT

refund

the silence of your actions is really louder than words... i can't read your mind and i don't know your thoughts... the deception that surrounds you is thick... a fog that stifles me... webs of lies a...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 13:13:00 GMT

me and you

we lay, tired from each-other, and yes you are here with me... for those first few minutes i lay hoping time would stand still... eventually you have to walk out that door, but how i wish it wouldn't ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 13:05:00 GMT

loss

the air chokes me and i am stuck missing you... i can remember exactly, that last look on your face just before you walked away... this longing is more than i can bare, it suffocates me and breathing ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 21:30:00 GMT

blank

the page is bleeding my words, my emotions come to life in letters on its lines; so much of me stored away- things, thoughts, and feelings i forgot; forever alive on a simple sheet. if i could say it ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 08:23:00 GMT

unsaid

here we are you and i with so much to say no one is talking a light smile and shallow hello yet in your voice lies a hint of something some unspoken feelings and suppressed words awkwar...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 08:07:00 GMT

thankful

how awesome is my God... He is truly amazing... when things are impossible and the world is against me, God always places a ram in the bush... His plans are only to prosper me and keep me, to give me ...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 16:25:00 GMT