be careful what you wish for.

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.All you can do is be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some peoplejust don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, andonly seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life butwho you have in your life that countsI've learned that you can do something in an instant thatwill give you heartache for life.I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become theperson I want to be.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones withloving words.It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you thinkyou can't.I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, nomatter how we feel.I've learned that either you control your attitude or itcontrols you. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.I've learned that there are people who love you dearly,but just don't know how to show it.I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love youwith all they have.I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven byothers. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is brokenthe world doesn't stop for your grief.Its Larissa. aka wowo I laugh a lot. Sometimes too much. I can be too serious at times... It takes me a while to get used to change. I'm a procrastinator. I love music. I listen to it all the time.♥ Everytime I see "36" anywhere, I must acknowledge it. =] I'm left handed. I'm not emotional in front of others. I like to get dressed up for school. On most days. I hate being cold. I'm afraid of rollarcoasters. I dont like hurting people's feelings. I'm extremely ticklish. I get tongue-tied at times... Corny things make me happy. I love rock music and love songs. I love listening to Delilah at night. I like to dance. Even though its not always pretty. I like the smell of hotels. I cant stand walking flat footed on the wet cement around pools. Even thinking about paper cuts makes me shiver. I like the smell of gasoline. I like traveling on the road. I dont like big trucks. They scare me. I'm addicted to gum. Food is good. Things I have learned the hard way: [ You actually have to work to make the grade] [No one believes Jerome Bettis has magical powers] [You will gain weight by having more than your share of chips] [People change...and you cant do anything about it.] [Eventually its time to give up and move on.] [People that are mean have insecurities.] [Girls dont care if u dated him first. If hes available, they are goin for him like hes a cheesecake. BEWARE] [Life is not all rainbows and butterflies. Get over it. Cry it out. whatever.] [You cant eat a banana before a race and get away with it =O talk about feeling sick.... ] [Dont move too fast.] [A guy doesnt have a memory of a girl. They already forgot. Try to remind them. But dont count on it.] [At one point in a girls life they will have fat chicks drive by and threaten to kick the shit out of them. Just humor them and pretend you are scared.] [Be careful who u tell a redneck joke to. You may not be laughing in the end.] [No matter how good or how bad the Steelers do, who their players are, or the score of the game, the assholes will always say "they suck" and make up lame excuses. Humor them with your 5 superbowl rings.]["I love you" isnt always forever.] [If you take a picture of a mullet, the person might actually take offense to it.] [After entering Wal*Mart over a certain time (favorably the night hours), its unevitable not to get stalked. Just be prepared.] [Sometimes people turn strange. If the problem cant be fixed, know that you deserve better than that.] [Not all creepy men in Moundsville are out to molest you!! Some actually are there to help. I love.... ♥ the beach ♥ thunderstorms ♥ carnivals ♥ cellular devices ♥ hotels ♥ pink boxers ♥ professors ♥ tall guys ♥ unique guys ♥ Jerome Abram Bettis =) ♥ football ♥ Steelers ♥ the mall ♥ clothes ♥ swimming ♥ lazy rivers ♥ traveling ♥ food ♥ runnning ♥ illegals ♥ Christmas ♥ getting all dressed up ♥ the smell of cologue on a guy ♥ sunshine ♥ laying out ♥ Wal*Mart ♥ weekends ♥ sleeping ♥ sleepovers ♥ truth or dare ♥ fake arguing ♥ unpredictable acts ♥ goin to Steeler games ♥ goin to WVU games ♥ holding hands ♥ Pink & purple ♥ dancing ♥ dresses ♥ parties ♥ hugs ♥ listening to Delilah at night. ♥ ice skating ♥ hot tubs ♥ cookies ♥ Dr. Phil's show ♥ bon fires ♥ the smell of fall ♥ Halloween ♥ painting my nails ♥ airplanes ♥ music ♥ playing the piano ♥ mature guys ♥ immature guys ♥ long, hot bubble baths ♥ 4th of July ♥ summer ♥ looking at the stars ♥ dreaming ♥ warmth ♥ staring ♥ laughing ♥ awkwards moments ♥ being surprised in a good way ♥ Family Guy ♥ My hero Nicholas Redmon ♥ birthdays ♥ friends ♥ bowling ♥ kissing ♥ gum ♥ cool, gentle breeze ♥ time alone for myself ♥ talking on the phone ♥ stalking ♥ drawing ♥ movies ♥ television ♥ feeling protected ♥ compliments ♥ making others feel good ♥ flowers...especially in my hair ♥ junior high track ♥ Burger King ♥ fake tatoos ♥ picnics ♥ sweet guys ♥ makeup ♥ a man in a uniform ♥ "pop" ♥ relaxing ♥ lolipops ♥ relizing something isnt as bad as it seems ♥ cool kids ♥ Valentine's Day ♥ going on dates ♥ balloons ♥ lotion ♥ glitter ♥ smell of a scented candle ♥ smiling ♥ winking ♥ whistling ♥ fires in the cold winter ♥ watching drunk ppl dance/sing ♥ feeling special ♥ suffocating others with pillows ♥ letting my tru feeling out after holding it in too long I hate.... [x]being sad [x]being lonely [x] long distance..... [x]being ignored [x]being embarassed [x]Steelers losing [x] Steelers being made fun of [x] holding my feelings back [x] mind games [x]fights [x] saying the wrong thing [x]crying [x] creepy men [x] being nervous [x] being afraid to do something that I must do.... [x] procrastinating [x] missing people [x] death [x] homework [x] change [x] too straight-forward guys [x]goodbyes [x]not apologizing [x] hiding secrets