Existing

constantly on fire. going crazy to the sound of music. reaching for the prize. giving the child in me the chance to have extended recess. dreaming profound horrors. pointing my finger. getting pointed at. forgetting to remember. feeling the force. learning to fly. loving my friends. hating my enemies. fucking life from behind. screaming at the sky. crying not nearly enough. winning the rat race. skating through. watching the clock. lamenting the dead. speaking in tongues. praying for those who pray. observing the obvious. untelling the tale. banging my head against my heart. wishing you were here. pulling as you push. admiring. criticizing. accepting change. questioning authority. counting the days. missing the past. surrendering. laughing at the end of the day. listening to my brain. living just for dying, dying just for you.We Are Stardust