Toltec Warrior

Layout by CoolChaserMy spirit hovers, wonders through the nether-world guided by the voice of my companion - my spirit guide; in search of bliss, tranquility, and healing...My journey into the realm of the unseen started when I was young, my experience being forever changed by events that were to mark a departure from ordinary reality into a world of sometimes dark, sometimes brilliantly illuminated visions and a voyage of discovery. I saw as a child a fleeting glimpse of divinity that was to change my life completely. I dreamed incredible dreams of fantastical apocalyptic landscapes of immense proportions that were beyond my imagining which were to come to fruition many years later. Sometimes I heard the rushing of a high wind that cascaded down into a infinitely small sound unbearable in it's intensity and then again to a chorus of high voices like the flapping of angels wings. I felt the spirit from an early age, conversed and remembered these moments of unimaginable clarity; and to have known the presence of the other from a time of innocence is possibly my greatest comfort. But the one defining experience of my childhood was the decent into emptiness and the void. Through dreaming I saw myself fall into a nothingness - empty of form...I fell night after night into a place of vivid imagining believing that I had seen God. The process of our lives is slow and incorporates all the twists and turns of the road. It takes the whole of our life time to come to know what it is that we are here to do. The mystery unfolds before our eyes yet we see it not: choose not see. The path guides us however ever relentlessly on - we look around or we do not. But with a great enough perspective we can look back at ourselves looking forward to glimpse the meaning and the purpose of our lives. See how slow the change. See how the changes are still taking effect from the smallest to the greatest degree of influence. There is no escape from the person you set out to be. There is only the realisation that the end is unknown but it's unfolding is inevitable and only to see is the ultimate goal...