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Nyx

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I want attention

is what i should really be writing here. fucksake.
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 20:34:00 GMT

sudden realizations.

I have a gorgeous smile, and I look absolutely aweful without it. & I am incredibley stupid when depressed.   :) thats all. have a nice day. er, night. ;)
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 04:41:00 GMT

I wish winter were over...has it even started?

I dont know what to do. I feel like Im fucking everything up. life isnt as bad as It feels like it is. and I keep resting my hope on one thing to make everything better. and honestly it sounds utterly...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:26:00 GMT

marriage, pfft...

I was looking at some pictures recently of a friend of mine. He got married and it was the wedding pictures I was looking at. looking through all of the pictures I was able to point out a good many pe...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 04:00:00 GMT

its that time of year again..

I dont feel too great. I hate being home all the time, saving my money and not doing anything fun. I keep worrying about things that i probly shouldnt, and ive developed and incredible headache from ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 02:24:00 GMT

"You fucked up. and Im telling you to your Fucking face"

those were the first words my uncle spoke to me at work this morning. nice. is there not a fucking day that i can go without getting yelled at or feeling like shit at work? between getting yelled at e...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:27:00 GMT

bad day :/

I have no idea whats wrong. i feel real down. like everything good was drained out of me. for no apparent reason either, maybe its hormone or something ::shrug:: ive been trying to keep myself pretty ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:57:00 GMT

Obama, worse than McCain

Im not usually one to get involved witth all these presidential politics bullshit, but i thought this was interesting. It always seemed to me like Obama brainwashed all the liberals..________________...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 11:07:00 GMT

wipe the tears from my eyes. tell me everything will be alright.

I deserve better than all that i have. and all that i get. nothing is changing. so i must change things. I just wish i didnt have to do it alone.
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 18:56:00 GMT

at the seams

I'm having erratic dreamsComing apart at the seamsI gotta get away If I don't get away I'm gonna break it allEveryone is trying to tear me apartI'm going straight from the end back to the startDoesn't...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:24:00 GMT