I want attention | 
is what i should really be writing here. fucksake. Posted by  on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 20:34:00 GMT | 
sudden realizations. | 
I have a gorgeous smile, and I look absolutely aweful without it.
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I am incredibley stupid when depressed.
 
:) thats all. have a nice day. er, night. ;) Posted by  on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 04:41:00 GMT | 
I wish winter were over...has it even started? | 
I dont know what to do. I feel like Im fucking everything up. life isnt as bad as It feels like it is. and I keep resting my hope on one thing to make everything better. and honestly it sounds utterly... Posted by  on Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:26:00 GMT | 
marriage, pfft... | 
I was looking at some pictures recently of a friend of mine. He got married and it was the wedding pictures I was looking at. looking through all of the pictures I was able to point out a good many pe... Posted by  on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 04:00:00 GMT | 
its that time of year again.. | 
I dont feel too great. I hate being home all the time, saving my money and not doing anything fun. 
I keep worrying about things that i probly shouldnt, and ive developed and incredible headache from ... Posted by  on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 02:24:00 GMT | 
"You fucked up. and Im telling you to your Fucking face" | 
those were the first words my uncle spoke to me at work this morning. nice. is there not a fucking day that i can go without getting yelled at or feeling like shit at work?
between getting yelled at e... Posted by  on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:27:00 GMT | 
bad day :/ | 
I have no idea whats wrong. i feel real down. like everything good was drained out of me. for no apparent reason either, maybe its hormone or something ::shrug::
ive been trying to keep myself pretty ... Posted by  on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:57:00 GMT | 
Obama, worse than McCain | 
Im not usually one to get involved witth all these presidential politics bullshit, but i thought this was interesting. 
It always seemed to me like Obama brainwashed all the liberals..________________... Posted by  on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 11:07:00 GMT | 
wipe the tears from my eyes. tell me everything will be alright. | 
I deserve better than all that i have. and all that i get.
nothing is changing. so i must change things.
I just wish i didnt have to do it alone. Posted by  on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 18:56:00 GMT | 
at the seams | 
I'm having erratic dreamsComing apart at the seamsI gotta get away If I don't get away I'm gonna break it allEveryone is trying to tear me apartI'm going straight from the end back to the startDoesn't... Posted by  on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:24:00 GMT |