I am alive. I just don't exist.

About Me

i fuckin' suck, deal with it.

My Interests

skateboarding, music, poetry,beautiful moments and everything i hate

I'd like to meet:

fantastic and beautiful people, abraham lincoln, tony alva, and christian hosoi

Music:

bright eyes, david bowie, DCFC,from autumn to ashes,the postal service,my chemical romance, the ataris, interpol, grandaddy,azure ray, rilo kiley, desaparecidos,the refused, second to scribner,my girlfriends mad beats,an angle, iron and wine, yeah yeah yeahs, cursive, the good life, commander venus, the faint, park ave.,willy mason, modest mouse,ugly cassanova,mc p-pants,planes mistaken for stars,almost any old school punk,eyedea&abilities, steven stills,heart,neva dinova,broken spindles,anti-flag,90's dance music (it gets me pumped up like the jams) thats all im typing i like just about everything besides country

Television:

kill your fucking television

My Blog

go outside and enjoy your breaths

paradise isnt a place We were on our way to California We stopped to have a drink Something harsh to burn our throats As if not speaking to one another didnt hurt enough We climbed back in the...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the sunset froze and i climbed that mountain of ice just to find you lying there crying

i wrote this for my friend maggie cause today is her birthday and she is to cool for material things... ok actually im just broke. she is a good friend so this is hers. i might write you one if you ar...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

there were scorching sunsets in that garden where the tomatoes hung on the vine.

(sym)Pathetic There werent that many times Instances, if you will That I thought about You Or myself for that matter Although& January was a cold month And my skin bled when I tried to ...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if i were skillful i would pilot a helicopter

this room makes noises in my sleep i want my youth back so ill write about it because god (what god?) knows i cant fucking sing or maybe i just dont want to because if you heard it you would know...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a poem a day keeps nothing away

sunlight crept through the window i was lying on the floorthe faucet in the bathroom was drippingand i had blocked out the soundnumbincoherantlifelessi felt naked but i was wrapped tight in cloththe c...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

disguise

it's hard for me to see all of the beauty that's in front of me when my hair keeps falling in my eyes but maybe that's just what i need the perfect fucking disguise well the sky needs one too ...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

NEW POEM

there is nothing in this room i have not seen time and space fall silent around my body lifeless and incredible in the way of its mechanisms but there is still no beauty no art no...love the r...
Posted by I am alive. I just don't exist. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST