m. a? or v? don't ask. do not know. bizarre?! or just ridiculous? mmm. dreams? or fake realities? both most probably... Simultaneously. tired? bored? happy? interested? all and none. insane? think so. simple or complicated? uh... that's up to you. entangled in some dream? i hope not.
[I am jack's fucked up mind]I'm your normal guy
You see me
The way you imagine me
The way I look to everyone else.
The same boring face.
The same looks, maybe less even.
Nothing interesting.Sometimes I snap
Sometimes it gets out
You don't really know me
You might never will.
It's the closest people to me
Who don't even know me really.
I might just die the way I am.My eyes stare
Do you think because I'm thinking of you?
You're wrong.
It's because something inside me is boiling.
I am jack's smirking revenge
His conscience, his destruction
Whatever I am inside, is most probably all tucked in
Under layers of rejection and negligenceI'll go crazy, oh wait I already am.
I'll go dumb, oh yes I am.
Senseless, a brick wall.
Might just decide to kill you
Or me. Or just go around
Making funny faces. But that's just
Things that jump out of my boiling veins.Look at me and tell me who I am
I would've helped you if I could
But I don't need to.
I might just not ask the question itself
Ever
