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I'm ThE OnE..
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...Or YoUr WoRsT EnEmY...

ThAnKs FoR TaKiNg ThE TiMe 2 ReAd ThIs AbOuT Me WhErE To StArT, AnD WhErE To EnD! WeLl A LiTtLe HaRd To ExPlAiN:) I LoVe BeInG Me Of CoUrSe I HaVe My DaYs WhErE I WiSh I HaD ThInGs DiFfErEnTlY, BuT Im SuRe We AlL Do. Im 24, I Am NoW FiNaLlY FiGuRiNg MySeLf OuT, FiNdInG MySeLf, UnDeR sTaNdIn WhO I Am, My DeSiReS, My DrEaMs, My InTeReStS, WhO I WaNt In My LiFe Vs WhO I DoN't. I BeLiEvE My 20's HaVe BeEN My HaRdEsT YeArS Of My LiFe So FaR.... I HaVe BeEn ThRoUgH MaNy LeSsOnS In LiFe, ThAt MaKeS Me WhO I Am, ChOicEs, AnD DeCiSiOnS ThAt HaVe SeT Me BaCk Or MoVeD Me FoRwArD. ThE BeSt AdViCe I CaN GiVe AnYoNe Is To AlWaYs Go WiTh WhAt YoU FeEl, AnD AlWaYs ReMeMbEr YoUr PrInCiPaLs AnD VaLuEs Of YoUrSeLf. NeVeR CoMpRoMiSe, NoR SeTtLe FoR WhAt YoUr WoRtH WiTh AnYtHiNg In LiFe. I HoPe SoMedAy I Am AbLe To GiVe BaCk WhAt Iv'E GaInEd In ThIs LiFe ThRoUgH PaSt ExPeRiEnCeS... I Am WhAt YoU SeE, I Am WhAt I GiVe, AnD I Am WhO I Am. HaPpInEsS CoMeS FrOm WiThIn, If YoUr NoT HaPpY, No OnE ArOuNd YoU WiLl Be...YoU CaN HaVe GoAlS, AnD SeT ExPecCtAtIoNs FoR YoUrSeLf, HoWeVeR YoU CaN OnLy LiVe OnE DaY At A TiMe, AnD HoPe YoU MaKe It To ThE NeXt....DoN't EvEr Be AfRaId Of ChAnGe, MosT PeOpLe ThInK Of HoW ThEy WoUld LiKe To ChAnGe ThEiR LiFe, BuT ToO ScArED To Do It; In ReAlItY YoUr NoT ScArEd Of ChAnGe, YoUr ScAreD Of TaKiNg A ChAnCe...TaKiNg The ChAnCe To MaKe ThE ChAnGe... I CaN Be OvEr PoWeRiNg, OvEr PrIdEfUl, To StRaIgHt FoWaRd, To InDePeNdAnT, NoT AbLe To OpEn EaSy To PeopLe, A SmArT AsS BiTcH, Over PrOtEcTiVe WiTh FrIeNdS, AnD I CaN MaKe DeCiSiOnS To QuIcKlY WiThOuT SeEiNg ThE EnTiRe PiCtUrE....BUT, I Am A DrEaMeR, Im WaRm, SoFt, LoViNg, CaRiNg, GeNiUnE, ReAl, FrIeNdLy, FuNnY, It ReAlLy TaKeS AlOt To PiSs Me OfF, BuT WhEn YoU Do ItS On LoL NaH Im KiDdInG Ill GeT OvEr It! I HaVe A HuGe GrIp On ReAlItY. I HaVe A StRoNg HeArT I HaVe A VeRy LeVeL HeAd On My ShOuLdErS. I KnOw WhAt I WaNt OuT Of LiFe & I KnOw ExAcTlY HoW I Am GoInG To AcHiEvE It, WiTh EvErYtHiNg I'vE DeAlT WiTh In My LiFe So FaR, AnD HaVe To FaCe AnD DeaL WiTh NoW, It'S FoRced Me To GrOw Up AlLoT. I KnOw WhEn It'S TiMe To HaVe FuN & AcT LiKe A KiD AnD WhEn ItS TiMe To TaKe ShIt SeRiOuSlY. I DoN't TaKe ShIt FrOm PeOpLe CaUsE LiFe Is WaY ToO ShOrT To Be WakLeD on By A So CaLlEd FrIeNd ThErEfOrE I ChOoSe WhO I GeT ReAlLy ClOsE To & WhO I NeEd To StArT BaCkInG AwAy FrOm. I LoVe LiFe EvEn ThOuGh SoMeTiMeS It BrInGs Me DoWn, BuT In ThE EnD I KnOw I'lL LoOk BaCk AnD ThInK EvErYtHiNg WaS WoRtH It.I DoN't GeT AlOnG WiTh a LoT Of GiRlS BeCaUsE MoSt Of ThEm DoN't KnOw ThE QuAlIfIcAtIoNs Of A FrIeNd. I Do HoWeVeR HaVe ThE GiRlS In My LiFe ThAt I CoUlDn'T LiVe WiThOuT.. BuT AnYwAyS... DoN't TrY To ImPrEsS Me. Be YoUrSeLf. DoN't Be FaKe. I HaTe FaKe PeOpLe, YoU KnOw ThE KiNd ThAt Go ThRoUGh FrIeNdS LiKe UndeRWeAr! I LoVe PeOpLe WhO ArEn'T AfRaId To Be ThEmSeLvEs, WhO DoN't CaRe WhAt OtHeRs ThInK & IsN't AfRaId To BeNd ThE RuLeS A LiTtLe BiT. I TaKe RiSks BeCaUsE LiFe ItSeLf Is A RiSk. I AlWaYs HaVe A MiLlIon Things On My MiNd AlL At OnCe YeT I StIlL ReMaIn CaLm. YoU'lL NeVeR KnOw HoW I ReAlLy FeEl UnTiL I TeLl YoU UnLeSs YoUr JuSt OnE Of ThOsE LuCkY PeopLe WhO Im So ClOsE tO ThAt YoU CaN JuSt Tell By LooKiNg. I DoNt HoLd GrUdGeS BeCausE ItS A waSte Of TiMe AnD EnerGy. I LoVe MuSiC...ThErEfOrE GoIng To CoNcerTs Is My FaVoRiTe Thing To Do MuSiC Is A WaY Of LiFe AnD It SoOtHes The SoUl...SeRiOus ShIt! So MoViNg To TaToOs YeA LoVe Em I HaVe AlLoT AnD WaNt AlLoT MOrE ThEy ArE AdDiCtInG! AnD GuYs LoOk ToTaLlY Hott WItH ThEm! I HaVe HaD My FaIr ShAre Of PiErCeInGs NoW I JuSt HaVe A LiL OnE RiGhT AbOvE My LiP WhAt CaN i SaY ItS CuTe! I Am ThE BaBy Of A BiG FaMiLy AnD No Im NoT SpOiLeD! I HaVe 2 GoD DaUgHtErS OnE Is PrInCeSs StEeVy,ThE OtHer Is My NeW BoRn RoXy BaBy AnD TwO GoD SoNs OnEs NaMeD StEvEn aka BuBbA AnD ThE OtHeR Is AlEk ThEy AlL GeT SpOiLeD By ThEiR NiNa! I AbSoLuTlY LoVe KiDs I CaNt WaIt TiLl ThE DaY I HaVe My OwN (No RuSh) My FaMiLy Is PrEeTy GaNgStEr So WaTcH WhO U MeSs WiTh! LoL BuT Im SeRiOuS!Im VeRy FaMiLy OrIeNtAtEd I LoVe My FaMiLy; WeLl ThErE Is A FeW I CaN LiVe WiTh OuT BuT Im SuRe ThEIr Is A FeW BaD SeEds In EvErY FaMiLy! Im OrIgInAlY FrOm LoS AnGeLeS( )BuT I LiVed In PoRteRvIlLe (P*ToWn RePreSeNt BaBy BaBy!!) SpRiNgViLlE, BaKo AnD AlL OvEr In ThE L.A ArEa WhIcH ItS A BiG DiFfErEnCe Ha I MoVeD ArOuNd AlLoT GrOwInG Up. So NoW I LiVe In RiVeR SiDe AnD I LoVe It! LeTs SeE...Im A LaId BaCk TyPe Of GiRl ,BuT WhEn Me AnD ThE GiRlIes PaRtY We PaRty HaRd! I CaN Be FuNnY EsPecIaLly WhEn Im WiTh My BeSt FrIeNd TeRyN WhEn We R ToGeThEr We LaUgH SoOo HaRd I LoVe U BaBy GuRl! I Am VeRy SpOnTaNeOuS! I LiKe 2 TrY NeW ThInGs,I HaVe A NaTuRaL CuRiOsItY,I LiVe FoR ThE MoMeNt BeCaUsE YeStErDaY's GoNe AnD WhO KnOwS WhAt'S NeXt. Im A LoYaL PeRsOn Im A GoOd LiStEnEr AnD I KnOw I Am A GrEaT FrIeNd I AlWaYs PuT My FrIeNdS FiRsT AnD EvErYtHiNg ElSe FoLlOwS; If YoU NeEd A ShIrt I'd GiVe YoU ThE OnE OfF My BaCk. HoWeVeR If I NeEd To PuT SoMe BrOaD In HeR PlAcE TrUsT, I CaN HaNdLe ThAt EsPeCiAlLy If I HaVE SmAlLS WiTh Me AnD ThAt PhYsCo BiOtCh TiFf! I ReFrAiN FrOm CoNtRoVeRiSal SiTuAtIoNs CaUSe StUpId DrAmA IsNt NeEdEd AlL ThE TiMe! I HaTe WhEn GuRlS TrY To PuNk My FrIeNdS I WoNt HaVe It! Im NoT OnE To RuN My MoUtH UnLeSs I PlAn On DoInG SoMeThInG AbOuT It I DoNt LiKe To TaLk AbOuT It I LiKe To Be AbOuT It! AnD ThAt RiGhT ThErE Is The DiFfErEnCe BeTwEeN Me AnD AnY OtHeR BiTcH CaUsE Im NoT ScArEd To CaLl SoMeOnE OuT AnD WaTcH ThEm BaCk DoWn! BuT LiKe I SAId I DoNt LiKe DraMa AlL ThE FuCkIn TiMe, IvE HaD My FaIr ShArE Of It... I AcTuAlLy ThInK ItS FuNnY To WaTcH LiTtLe GiRlS Be DrAmA AlL DaY LoNg WiTh No KnOwLeDgE Of WhAtS OuTsIdE ThEiR LiTtLe ToWn. SoMe PeOpLe DoNt LeArN BuT Im GoNnA StAy ThE SamE AnD NeVeR ChAnGe So If U HaTe Me GeT OvEr It! I AlSo CaNt StAnD StUcK Up PeOpLe! WhErE Do U CoMe ofF ThInkiNg YoUr BettEr ThEn AnYbOdY, EsPeCiAlLy WhEn AlLoT Of YoU DoNt EvEn HaVe The LoOks Or MoNeY To Go WiTh It, JuSt DoNt Do It! Em I HaTe LiErS! I NeVeR LiE, UnLeSs I ReAlLy FeEl I HaVe To, BuT IlL Do WhAt I HaVe To NoT To Be In ThAT SiTuAtIoN! I HaVe To AdMiT I HaVe PaSsIoN FoR ThOsE WhO ArE PaSsIoNaTe AbOuT ThInGs,I MaKe MiStAkEs AnD SoMeTiMeS I EvEn TaKe ThInGs AnD PeOpLe FoR GrAnTeD JuSt LiKe EvErYoNe ElSe! So MoViNg On KnOwInG ThE RiGhT PeOpLe, Is HoW I LiVe, SoMeTiMeS ItS NoT WhAt YoU KnOw ItS WhO YoU KnOw...I HaVe FoUnD LoVe BeFoRe I GuEsS TiMe & FaTe DeCiDeD ThAt ThE LoVe DiDn'T BeLoNg To Me. HE CALLED ME HOPELESS AND I CALLED HIM DREAMLESS.... I GuEsS YoU NeVeR KnOw WhEn EaCh OtHeRs PaThS CoUlD CrOsS AgAiN & EvErYtHiNg WoUlD FaLl InTo PlAcE BuT I'm ReAlLy NoT CoUnTiNg On It AnYtImE Soon OnE DaY At A TiMe Is OkAy WItH Me No RuSh! I WoUlD LiKe FoR SoMeOnE To FiNd Me ThIs TiMe, OuT Of NoWhErE & UnKnOwN. SoMeThInG UnPlAnNeD & CaTcHeS YoU OfF-GaUrD.. SoUnDs LiKe A FaIrYtAlE BuT MaYbE NoT. I WaNt MoRe In LiFE I KnOw ThErE Is So MuCh MoRe OuT ThErE! We LiVe AnD We LeArN FrOm ThE MiStAkEs We OnCeD LiVeD AnD BeInG ThAt A BiG PaRt Of LiFe Is aBoUt ThE PeOpLe ThAt CoMe InTo It AnD LeAvE It, AnD ThE ExPeRiEnCeS We GaIn FrOm ThEm... WhAt DoEsNt KiLl YoU WiLl MaKe U StrOnGeR! RiGhT? If U PlAy YoUr CaRdS RiGhT, YoU WiLl SeE ThE SoFt SiDe Of Me, My FrIeNds AlL KnOw ThIs, AnD My BeStFrIeNdS AnD LoVeD OnEs KnOw ThE SiDe Of Me ThAtS UnDeRNeAtH... ThErE ArE A ToN Of ThInGs To KnOw AbOuT Me, BuT NoThInG ToO CrAzY... ThIs Is JuSt An OvErViEW I GuEsS Of ThE GuRl I Am ToDaY!!
♠ ♠ RESPECT ♠ ♠
..Is EvErYtHiNg...
I WiLl GiVe AnYbOdy ThE SaMe ReSpEct ThEy GiVe Me. ReSpEcT Is EaRnEd AnD LoSt WiTh EvErY AcTiOn YoU MaKe.
ChOoSe WiSeLy
GiVe Me A ChAnCe
..ChAnCeS ArE..
I'Ll Be ThE BeSt DaMn MiStake You Ever MaDe!
LyInG Is PaThEtIc I HaTe BeInG LiEd To, I'Ll CaLl YoU OuT On It. So DoNt Try It, ThE TrUtH AlWays CoMeS OuT EvEnTuAlly.Im NOtOrIoUs FoR BuRninG BrIdGeS WiTh peOpLe WhO LiE To Me. I WoNt ToLeRaTe It, AnD I WoNt ThinK TwiCe AbOuT KiCkInG YoUr AsS To The CuRb....
..Tomorrow is Not Promised. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, or help figure out who you are and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles. You would have never realized your potential strength, will power, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity. All occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses, or relationships life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life. And the successes and downfalls you experience create who you are and even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart? If someone loves you love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening up your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count; Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can For you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love. Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself. For if you dont believe in yourself, no one will believe in you either. You can make of your life, anything you wish. Create your own life And then go out and live in it live each day as if it were your last Tomorrow is Not Promised!!

Give Me A Chance To Shine & I'm gonna Blind The World

Let's just drink to get drunk & tell each other everything. For a drunken mind speaks a sober heart; Then we can go on pretending; like nothing did happen. Because the truth is I've never fallen so hard & I don't think I could deal with the thought of rejection. So lets just go on blaming the shots of vodka on our drunken minds & live tonight like it was our last....

I never told you thank you for what you did do I was just pissed at all the things you didnt do! I took you for granted. I never wanted to turn my back on you, but I gotta do what I gotta do, I must admit I still love you!