Heather [BAMF]

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My name is Heather.
I'm 19.
I am an Outcast for God, and proud of it. John 15:19
So, if I had a boyfriend, his name would go here and this would be the spot where I say that "I love him so much." But no, not me. Im proud to say Im single right now and Im fine with that. So this spot will be saved for that boy when he shows up. =}
I’ve changed a lot these past few years.
I’ve been through a lot and it has grown me up quickly.
I act immature around my friends because it’s kind of a release for me.
So, if you have met me through Becca, Allison, or Danica, I’m not usually like that… I swear.
The blunt honesty, yes. I have been walked on too much throughout my life that I don’t take crap from anyone anymore… and I am not afraid to tell you that.
But what most people don’t see is this:
I am a dreamer. I have SO much that I want to do and see before I die. I want to travel the world with the man I love (whenever he gets around to showing up), I want to be a set designer for the movie industry, I want to have children and be the best mother that I can through the help of God and my husband, but most importantly, I want to live a life that God, my family, and those close to me can be proud of.
I’m extremely loyal to the small circle of friends that I have. I’m one of those friends where if one of my girls call me crying, I show up at her house with a shovel asking who is going to die. I’m oddly maternal over my friends. If someone says they’re hungry, I’m asking what they want me to cook. (My apple pies are badass by the way.) I love my girlies, a few guys too, and I would do anything and everything for them.
I want to be loved. I want a man that can sit in silence with me and yet it is not awkward. I want someone that loves God more than he loves me. I want someone who wants me so much that I don’t have to question whether he does or not. I want someone who is able to laugh at me when I’m being overly dramatic and willing to stand up to me and tell me to shut up if I am being stupid and bitchy. I want someone who makes me laugh. And I don’t think that it’s too much to ask for. I’m going to wait till that man comes along. I refuse to go searching for him. I trust God to bring him to me when the time is right.
I can pretty much guarantee that there is a lot more that you can say about me, but in order to know them, you should ask me or hang out with me in person. =}
If you don’t want to do that, I leave you with this…
I have a long road ahead of me, and I have no idea where it's going to end up. But Im not afraid. I am not afraid to feel pain or heartache. I have an amazing God that will not only stand beside me in my pain, but feel it, as well as pick me up from it. Not to mention my family who will always be my rock, or my girlfriends who will always provide emtional support AND icecream.
I am me, I will not change just to suit you.
And this... well this is the wonderful, crazy, painful, hectic life that I live. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
Did you know that there are certain species of penguins that, once they find their mate, are with each other for the rest of their lives? I'll be your penguin, if you'll be mine =}