of every place i could be and i'm stuck here by myself with so many options i won't take there's so much oppurtunity so i'll make my plans accordinglyi want to run away from here and run towards my dreams seven is my special number seven chances seven gifts but right now i'm here the west of the town i live in the town will still be there so one day i'll come back and see everyonei never really had anyone maybe i should have you should i be scared because of all the men and women i haven't met yet the score is 0 to infinity but my foot is in the door i have the scars but nothing to show for it tomorrow i'll erase it all because right now i'm here in pueblo and for the moment there's no where to go but up, beyond, upon i'm going to forget my friends but i'll come back to remember them or maybe i'll just greet them in a letter the more cold and callous the better right now, i'm just happy that i found them but soon enough i'll lose them maybe even in the morningand maybe they'll be mad or maybe i'll be sad but things will go on and they were never really mine or was i there's most of them are really gay anyway but maybe i'll wake up and we'll all be together forever and make up because i have no one else and will realize they're all i've got but right now we're here in pueblo and my bed is empty of anything warm don't worry, our jokes are still funny and maybe after i'm gone i'll come back to remember you there is nothing in the world that we can count on even that we will wake up is an assumption but i know for a fact that one day, maybe not now, but one day i'll love someone and for about a year we'll live like we never had it all like we never had it all...