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shane

About Me

"Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words, and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or, how to ask for what we really need. At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things, we just don’t want to hear. And some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. They’re what you do. Some things you say because there’s no other choice. Some things, you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then…some things simply speak for themselves."
-Meredith Grey

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of every place i could be and i'm stuck here by myself with so many options i won't take there's so much oppurtunity so i'll make my plans accordinglyi want to run away from here and run towards my dreams seven is my special number seven chances seven gifts but right now i'm here the west of the town i live in the town will still be there so one day i'll come back and see everyonei never really had anyone maybe i should have you should i be scared because of all the men and women i haven't met yet the score is 0 to infinity but my foot is in the door i have the scars but nothing to show for it tomorrow i'll erase it all because right now i'm here in pueblo and for the moment there's no where to go but up, beyond, upon i'm going to forget my friends but i'll come back to remember them or maybe i'll just greet them in a letter the more cold and callous the better right now, i'm just happy that i found them but soon enough i'll lose them maybe even in the morningand maybe they'll be mad or maybe i'll be sad but things will go on and they were never really mine or was i there's most of them are really gay anyway but maybe i'll wake up and we'll all be together forever and make up because i have no one else and will realize they're all i've got but right now we're here in pueblo and my bed is empty of anything warm don't worry, our jokes are still funny and maybe after i'm gone i'll come back to remember you there is nothing in the world that we can count on even that we will wake up is an assumption but i know for a fact that one day, maybe not now, but one day i'll love someone and for about a year we'll live like we never had it all like we never had it all...

My Blog

i tried to do hand stands for YOU.

and you didn't even notice. but what's new?senior year is rapidly approaching mid point and its sort've scary to think about. i'm ready to leave everything and start a new chapter in my life but on t...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 21:28:00 GMT

far from heaven

So. Senior year. Scary? Yes. Exciting? Yes. I'm already having a major case of senioritus and ready for this school year to be over before it even started! Colorado College was amazing...I met so man...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:31:00 GMT

20 Things I Can’t Tell You

20 things about 20 people.1) List 20 things that you want to say to 20 different people, but can't or won't.2) Don't say who they are.3) Never discuss it again, meaning don't ask if a certain number i...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:19:00 GMT

The Best Years

[ ORIGINAL COMPOSITION ]"the best years"they think i've got the perfect life (everything fits just right) like the lines are neat and clean (nothing is ever obscene) but no one ever knows the truth (d...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 18:15:00 GMT

sometimes we need to speak

sometimes i feel the needto tell others toS P E A Ksometimes i feel like i'm fallingand no one will catch mei'm drowning in my own sadnessand no one will swim out to seaat times i feel pushed away, br...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 19:09:00 GMT

Is it or isn't it?

Born in a world of opposite attraction. And is it or isn't a natural conception. Torn by the arms in opposite directions. And is it or isn't it a modernist reaction. Do you like this? Is it like this....
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 16:24:00 GMT