Dear Mom |
March 31, 2009Dear Mom, I wanted to call you and let you know I landed safely here in Colorado. And I wanted to call you to say hello& that I miss you so much. I wanted to hear your advice on a f... Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 18:11:00 GMT |
So Far Away... |
For the rest of everyone who has been dealing with the loss of my Daughter and my Mother, time makes things easier. But for myself, alone, time actually makes everything harder. The more of it that pa... Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:13:00 GMT |
Run... |
When all is said and done,And I've slowed down from my run-Running from the life which I've been handed... I don't wanna go anywhere now.I'm tired of being the one who lost it all- I just want to find... Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 20:40:00 GMT |
June 17th |
Tomorrow would be Sapphyre's 6th Birthday. People claim the year of firsts is hardest... but I disagree. The first year you are in so much shock, disbelief, and pain. And the second year... you'r... Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:47:00 GMT |
Do Not Presume to Know |
I am a Motherless, Daughterless, child
One who cries alone every night
I have lost my two favorite loves
And I can't see the world for all of its light
In the daytime you see me so strong
... Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 10:43:00 GMT |
I Hate This... |
I hate wearing a mask every day now for over a year. No one knows how many times a day I would breakdown and cry if I let myself. No one knows the pain I feel every second of every day- and especially... Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 21:01:00 GMT |
Amber sent this to me...Thank you |
"Someone's Watching Over Me" (author unknown to me...)Found myself todayOh I found myself and ran awaySomething pulled me backThe voice of reason I forgot I hadAll I know is you're not here to sayWhat... Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 19:20:00 GMT |
Time Fades |
Time scares me. The more of it that passes by, the further away I get from the past. I'm terrified of forgetting what their voices sound like when they spoke my name& how their eyes crinkled and twin... Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 21:52:00 GMT |
One Year Tomorrow |
Tomorrow will be exactly one year since the passing of the two closest people to me of my lifetime. No, I'm not okay. No, I will not ever be. Thank you for all your support, but no, you cannot do any... Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:11:00 GMT |
Sunshine and Loneliness |
I grew up reading fairy tales with their "Happily Ever After" endings. And that’s really all I ever wanted in life. Not the riches or fame, nor the fictional Prince Charming or those glorious ... Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 13:35:00 GMT |