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About Me

A name is just a name, And my name is Amanda. It is not Mandy, Mander's, Manda, Andy, A-man-duh, Or any other thing you can think of. I dispise my name, but I'm over it.
Age doesn't matter to me. It's your maturity. Be mature when you need to, and if you want to be silly at other times then it's alright, to me it's all on how you act, I don't like immature people. I live in Temecula, And I have for a while, A while to long. But there is nothing I can do about it. I make the best of it, And live my life one day at a time. If I don't want to do somthing, I don't do it. You may think alot of things about me, But there just your thoughts, and if there negitive, I don't care.
People seem to have a great deal of fun sitting at their computer and analizing every little thing I say, And poking fun at it. So if your one of those kids that sit there and have nothing better to do, but just sit here and make fun of me, then your just flat out pathetic.Your ignorant and shallow, and deserve no place in calling yourself my friend. Don't try fighting/ arguing with me on the internet or in general myspace. Cuase I may just laugh, I have my own problems I don't need any added to my pile. Also don't message me saying comments my pictures and "whore me" cause if i wanted to i would.
You may think I sound Cruel, and Harsh, And Cold Hearted, But i'm really not, i'm just extremly opinionated. No, I wont judge you until I know you, But for me to warm up to you and get to know you may take a long while, I guess you could say i'm asocial. One of those kids that sit at lunch that don't really bother to make friends, just sit and listen to their music, even though the school has soom playing, but if you aproach me, I wont bit. I like interesting people; people who everyone else thinks are the outcast. I love walking down the hall of my school and seeing all the little heads turn with the facial expression "Oh my gosh" What went wronge in that experiment. You need to fascinate me to catch my interest.
Alot of people have claimed that i've changed over the past few months. Though I don't think i've changed at all. But I guess I have to say there has been a few definate changes. I blame the Meds. Though to the people that think I woke up one day and decided to change, I've always been so fed up with the people around here that i decided along time ago that im going to be myself, if you dont like it (me) then just leave me be. I dont need your neggative comments. Besides I wont take it to heart. The fact is you wouldnt hate me unless you have some type of grudge against me or your flat out cold hearted. I have plenty of wonderful friends whom I adore to peices so I could care less about your ignorance....mmm hmmm thats right doll faces. This kittin grew up thats all. So accept it or go leave me be. Life is that simple.

I honestly don't really care about what you think or say, I'm still more classic and glamorous then meets the eye. Go right ahead and hate me, it's not getting you any where. I've been hurt by hate, hate to hurt, hurt by love, hate by love, screwed my life up, and had my life screwed up well enough. I stoped caring for people that play foolish games along times ago, and for people in general. You happen to hurt me, And you wont be very happy. ♠
I like art. Actuall art. All forms of art. Photography, Taking pictures of friends, objects, anything, being able to catch a moment and hold it is amazing. Peoty, It's a good way to show many sides to show people how you really feel.. Music (Singing, Viola, Guiter, Stand up bass, Piano, Harmonica, Harp, keyboard, vocals) Dancing, Painting, Make up, Speaking, Acting, Modeling, Photography, Making movies, Drawing, Romance, Creative Writing, Journalism, Short Stories, Writing in general... All Forms of art interest me. I can't just dedicate my self to one thing. I love the rain, and hate the sun...overcast is amazing. ♠


I'm not Shallow or Ignorant, or any thing else that you might have negitivly imagined me to be, And I never Desire to be any of those things. I do need anger management though. I have many interest and hobbies, That make me whom I am. I'm a Writer, Photoagrapher, Musican, Dancer, Artist. my family and friends are what give me insperation, thier they ones that help me keep on going each day. They have taught me to never give in to what other's expect of me. I'll be whom I wish, I'll dance and sing even if people are watching, I'll do somthing that puts me in a situation. I'll be my own individual regardless the consequence.
-lost
-part insomniac
-part sleep-oholic
-always sick
-love pets
-most people/things bore me
-crazy 97 year old lady trapped in a 16 year old's body
-not skinny, not a dumb blonde, don't have big boobs, therefore, not attractive
-love dollar stores and i admit it
-ready to grow up. live. die.
- I'm a horrable person sometimes, But at least I can admit it!
-I have a thing for *Greaser's/ Rockabilly/ Psychobilly* Guys!
- I have more medical problems then you'll ever think of.
- I feel stable durning an earthquack.
- I've never played a video game in my life!
- I listen to everyone's opinion and side before I make my own ideas.
- I am open-minded, but at the same time I usually stick to my own theories.
- I am very sarcastic, and love to joke around.
-Music is my life...I would die without it...it has gotten me through many hard times.
- I am very outgoing, but shy in the beggining when I first meet someone sometimes.
- Sometimes I just go with the flow...and other times I over-analyze everything and question everything, like why we are here and stuff like that cause I'm cool haha :P.
- I love everything and anything vintage or pin-up. I almost always have red lips, red nails and haired fix to purrfection.
- Music is the blood that runs through my veins, it is the beating of my heart and it beats load, hard and fast. So why don't you try to kick start my rockin heart!!! "8 ball bra's and long red claws, Red lips and fine curved hips"
- I love/ Adore the smell of

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

We make war so we are self can live in peace! A- A guy that can be with me ,and handel me. Love me for what I am, and not always want something better, and that i'm not some thing they just show off, and some stupid blonde that they can just screw with my emotions.

Some one that will love me when am sick and when I pms. Some that will wake up next to me and still that i'm the most goregous thing hes ever seen.

The boy that i can tell all my secrets to, and know that he'll take them to his grave. Some one that thinks for them self. and not like his friends. some down to earth.

The man i'll marry!

I love Sick Boys ( refurrr to the Social D. song "Sick Boy"). I love greaser boys they are my weakness...give me a boy with a pomp and who can slap a bass and I will be in heaven. Guys that live and breathe music (esp. Psycho/Rockabilly).......... biggest turn on. I'm just the kitten with the curves that will rattle your nerves out lookin for a sick boy who will be my toy.

B- All my friends on myspace.
C- Any one that wants to meet me.


I liked us better,
Befor we sold in.



Roses Are Red. Violets Are Blue. Sugar is Sweet. And So Are You. ♠♠♠♠♠♠♠&spa des;♠

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