Rayven's Mommy ^_^ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My name is Bettina. Nicknames Bina and the not so well liked by me, Tina.I am 21 years old. Right now my biggest focus is on having a healthy pregnancy, and realizing that I could be a single mom......................................................... .......................I love to sit a home watch asian movie and eating take-out food with Calvin. I love hangout with my dad even when he's picking on me. I love talking about music with my little sister. I love going places alone with my stepmom,we always have fun. I love getting hugs from Laurel they always make things better. I love Thai soup from Sushi Thai. I love that when I'm down andfeeling shity I alway have a friendthat calls to listen even ifhe doesn't want to hear it. I love ow when things seem to be going tohell and I think I nuts for wanting to bea mommy, my step sister Tina ALWAYS sends me a random message letting know things are ok. I love chantal's easy to make curry chicken, she always cleans it with limes and it's yummy! I love Calvin's mom's hotter curry chicken too! I really love my mom's potato salad it rocks, no body does it like her! I love rainy days, as long as I'm not driving. I love hanging out with my grandparents for a random day at the beach, in the woods some where, or even a day doing nothing at the mall. I love how my dad goes out of his way to do things for his kids; even if it's as simple as finding and downloading their favorite songs while they were sleeping and putting it on a cd. I love how even though I'm not in to the whole christain thing, my grandmother prays for me and my friends, and it works. I love that I can pray to God and it works, even though I don't go to church. I love so many little things and yet they are huge to me.

My Interests

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Friends, Family, Truth, Art, Music, Food, Fun, Culture, and Movies.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet crazy fun people, who can also be real!

Music:

Movies:

Asian Movies!!!! and everything else! Gimme a movie, and I'll watch it!

Television:

Don't really watch much tv, I watch cartoons, CSI, CSI New York, and Law and Order S.V.U., and Heroes I also watch smallville when it's on DVD with my dad.

Books:

All of Amilia Atwater- Rhodes' books, Lovely bones, and any things else that's interesting! BAYB BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!

Heroes:

Thomas- for helping me up off the floor when my sugar dropped and I could move. Calvin- picking me up, just in general, with words or actually picking me up. My Step Mom who fought hard not to give up on me, when others did!

My Blog

My girl!

Rayven is finally here! She was born 3/14/08! She was 20 inches long and 7 lbs 1.7 oz when she was born! Giving birth wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be, drugs helped!!! ;) Actually breaking...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 02:21:00 PST

She coming!

She's got 8 days or less before she gets here! I can hardly wait to see my baby girl in person! It's amazing how much you can love someone you've never seen. but I already know her! I know music she d...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 09:53:00 PST

Things are going GREAT! let’s hope they stay that way!!! :)

I got my apt number, I even got to do a walk through of it! I should be moving into my OWN apartment March 7th!!! I'm so excited about getting to do the baby's room! It's 2 bedfrooms and one bathroom....
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 11:05:00 PST

Show me

Show me how to love, without strings attached. Show me truth where none can be found. Show me yourself unhidden in the dark of night. Show me how to live without fear. Show me the strength that h...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 04:55:00 PST

Thinking of you...

Dreaming of your face, your hair, your hands, and your feet. Wondering about you and how life will be with you in it. Can wait to hear you voice, your laughs, and even the sound of your cries in the m...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 12:40:00 PST

Too much has happened

Walk away from this, there's no way it's to late. Too many hearts have been broken, too many foul words have been spoken. They can never be taken back. Too many people hurt , too many people confused....
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 10:13:00 PST

Part 4

They get to the room he opens the door, grabs her and kisses her deeply. He lets go and takes her stuff into the room leaving her in a daze at the door. He comes back to her. "You enjoy a small kiss l...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 08:07:00 PST

Baby

I felt the baby kicking my bladder it felt like someone kept lightly toucing with their fingure, it tickled! Then a few moments later the baby kicked my right side. It was weird! But it was...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:43:00 PST

Part 3

The cars stops he wakes her. She opens her eyes and sees its him, she smiles. He leans down and kisses her forhead. She grabs his head and pulls him to her lips. Enjoying every moment of it. She loved...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 03:48:00 PST

Part 2

Women! Why are they all the same! Everything is all about them and how they feel. Shit, they break a nail and life stops moving! Her beauty is a poison! How can I trust what I know, Women with beauty ...
Posted by Rayven's Mommy ^_^ on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 04:34:00 PST