for no one. |
Staying home alone on a FridayFlat on the floor looking backOn old loveOr lack thereofAfter all the crushes are fadedAnd all my wishful thinking was wrongI'm jadedI hate it I'm tired of being aloneSo ...
Posted by chelsea beth on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 09:10:00 PST |
stuck. |
song lyrics that are stuck in my head:
Oh no, you never let go through the calm and through the storm. Oh no, you never let go through every high and every low. Oh no, you never let go. you never let ...
Posted by chelsea beth on Mon, 21 May 2007 04:14:00 PST |
twentysomething. |
im turning twenty very soon. and now im living the last moments of my teen years. im saying goodbye to the childish ways of my teens and the silly thinking of my teens and now im moving on. im moving ...
Posted by chelsea beth on Tue, 15 May 2007 02:00:00 PST |
equality ride. |
for those of you who dont know... equality ride is a group of gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, and transgender Christians who are seeking equality from campuses in which they would feel oppressed. our campus ...
Posted by chelsea beth on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 02:39:00 PST |
unexpected smiles. |
today i woke up to nothing but gloom. i was dreading a full day at work. i woke up cranky. i barely made it to work on time. the kids were precious. some coworkers and i realized how messed up things ...
Posted by chelsea beth on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 07:21:00 PST |
moonshine. |
no. not that kind of moonshine, but the one on my window sill. it is a completely clear night in seattle. not one cloud in the sky. the moon is completely full. and i wish this computer screen wasnt r...
Posted by chelsea beth on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 02:05:00 PST |
the return of joy. |
today i smiled for the first time in what felt like years. it was like a first breath after waking up from a coma. it was the most refreshing feeling. i know i can be happy. andthat my heart can be ha...
Posted by chelsea beth on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:59:00 PST |
photographs. |
ive been looking at old photographs lately. photographs from high school. from egypt. from my childhood. ive been wishing i was little again. that life would be easy. i need life to be easy. and i kee...
Posted by chelsea beth on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 12:26:00 PST |
searching for balence. |
i just have this random thought. and for the moment, the computer is more convienient than the written word...
... relationships are funny. you have to be equal in order to feel adequate. you have to ...
Posted by chelsea beth on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 08:37:00 PST |
fascinating. |
i am a fascinating human being. that is all there really is to it. given my life circumstance, i should not be here. i should have died from suicide and depression long ago. i should be a druggie with...
Posted by chelsea beth on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:40:00 PST |
