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Monika

god inveted pot so that hippies wouldnt take over the world

About Me

my name is monika, and i fall it to the miss-understood youth catigorgy. i need to go to rehab for my food realated addiction. im far from perfect. i never seem to say the right thing. and more times then not, i get myself in to trouble doing so. no one gets me, a few people have came close. but everytime i run away. i like my distance, more times then not people qual shit. i havent found what im looking for in life yet. but im not about to stop looking. some day i will have a purpose, but not here and not now. music seems to be my exscapse. i listen to it all, but rock/ metal has my soul. im a ' go with the flow' kind of kid, and it works nicley. im half blooded hippy, and the other half just doesnt give a fuck. im hot tempered and love to break shit. love is a governmental conspiracy that many fall victum to, but not me. i have better things to waste my time on. im allways doin something, but never really doing anything. my life is full of suprises, kinda like a scarey mivie. im not big on t.v. or fake people. i never sleep enugh, and my thoughts are never straight. i think outloud and talk in my head. i like being me, and who i am. i take ciritisism well. but dont really care what anyone has to say. and im always going to do things my way.
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My Interests

haveing sex with jake barbers mom

I'd like to meet:

i have friends thank you.

Music:

the goos stuff, duh

Movies:

alice in wonder land, and the devils rejects

Television:

every time i watch t.v i find myself watching cartoons. the best ones are; fosters home for imaginary friends, tom and jerry, and the niga turtles

Books:

only ones with lots of pictures

Heroes:

britney spears and the little kid from the skate park [from arknsas]... katy perry.. just cuz she used barbies in her vidoe

My Blog

r.i.p ma deb

[11/19/07] to this day she is in my thoughts every day. and no matter where i end up i know were i came from. and who got my that far.and who helped me get were i end. i miss her like crazy and it st...
Posted by Monika on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 06:19:00 PST

old thing i found in a box

[11/07/07] you are amazing yet so dumb the passions blazing. but your heart so numb your soul is drawing in all the pain. why do you insist on driveing yourself insane? you can feel the emotions as y...
Posted by Monika on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 06:03:00 PST

old writing i think it wasw about my hitch hicker chick though

[ 10/-/07] so mysterous, yet so strange miss understood, or da-ranged when did it all start to change weak beaten boody and brused. the burning sensation of bieng mis-used was it ever better? was the...
Posted by Monika on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:57:00 PST

just another old writing

[10/22/07]............... actaul date i sit and i rock in this old chair. with nuthing to do and not much to say i feel like im throwing my life away. im trpaed in this cage,and its driving me insane...
Posted by Monika on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:49:00 PST

my dads poem

               The Truth About Crystal Meth I destory home, i tear familys apart, i'll take your children and thats just the start. Im m...
Posted by Monika on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:26:00 PST

inside the juice box

        weak, beaten, bloody, and brused the burning sensation of being misued knowing this feeling will never go away living with no regets ends today cought off gaurd in a darke...
Posted by Monika on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 02:52:00 PST

you alll suck

so i got lots of new pics and such. none of my gay new hair cut but thats ok. so todays the 22nd and im prolly gunna die. but thats alright.im ready for it at any time. the way i see it death isnt the...
Posted by Monika on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 07:56:00 PST