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i taught your boyfriend that thing you like
I'm a slut because I like boys.
I'm a bitch because I like to get it my way.
I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything.
I'm conceited because I'm confident.
I'm two-faced because I'm true to my friends.
I'm fake because I'm pretty much always happy and I wear makeup.
I'm annoying because I'm not your age.
I'm uncool because I don't hang out with your friends.
I'm popular because people know my name.
I'm out of style because I don't wear what you like.
I'm a skank because I have a body.
I'm unperfect because I'm a person.
Love me or hate me.
I'm Me.
I'm a deep thinker. Once I start thinking I pour my heart all out. Poetry frees me from pain. I spill all my feelings &emotions out in paper. The paper &the pen are those who understand what I truly feel behind the smiles I wear on my face.
My friends are the ones keeping me alive. They are my life. They keep me going. I'm deeply committed to them. To some, I owe my life. To the rest, I owe them great gratitude &deep appreciation.
My life is filled with sadness &abandonment. But it's also filled with happiness &love. I do not regret anything that's happened in my life because they've made me who I am today.
My past is what makes me who I am now. Like it or not, that's me. Have a problem?..then go fuck yourself. I'm not your 'ordinary gal.' I come from a life full of crap you wouldn't be able to understand. So if I have a problem &you say 'its ok..i understand' Stfu. You don't know anything, you don't understand so don't pretend you do.
My heart has been through enough sorrow &pain so please, don't fuck with me. I'm scared from my previous relationships but who isn't? I am nothing &no one besides myself. I am my own identity. I cannot live up to your standards simply because I'm to busy living up to my own.
I'm traveling down my own road of self discovery &at times I just want to give up. I won't lie, I've messed up more times than I can count. Luckily for me, I have God's grace to wash away my sins. I'm only Human, sorry I wasn't made perfect. I am unconventional, irreverent, &unimpressed by authority &rules for I am borderline on being a total perfectionist.
I'm not the same person I was before because I've learned from my mistakes. I try my hardest to succeed in all that I do but sometimes I fall short. But it's okay because I always remember that in order to rise again I must fall first. Don't believe what you've heard because I assure you, I'm not longer that girl. I've matured (in a way) beyond my years.
I've experienced situations that have molded me for better and for worst. I view everything as 'needing improvement' because nothing is ever perfect. I have plans for myself but I believe that God has plans that are even bigger than what I had in mind.
I want to meet someone who will take the times to win me over. Someone who reassures me of their love &loyalty. This is my ideal guy. [click to read blog]
you know i used to spend every day thinking about you &dreaming about you, &everytime you walked by; i lost myself, do you know what that feels like? you couldn't possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. look, i'm sorry if you miss the way i looked at you but i don't miss the way you never looked at me.
- Dawson's Creek
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iwishedforyou
your my addiction
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