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Poised for the detonation.

I've seen the mountaintop but never set foot on it, one day I will look down and fall out of relief

About Me



I do this alot.

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My Interests

I want to say that I have interests but the truth is they fluctuate so often I don’t really know who I am anymore. I promise whatever or whoever I become or what becomes of me will be interesting.

I'd like to meet:



I'd like to meet myself five years from now and find out if I am heading in the right direction.

FYI


I cant spell and I am out of my mind mostly.

I wish the sounds in my brain could be transmitted over the airwaves!
I am a tragic hero.
I could pull off almost anything I have the knowledge and strength to get whatever I want but my fatal flaw is:
I don’t have the time or energy at the end of the day after working on my career to just go ahead and grab what’s in my sights.
For now I am working on finishing one thing at a time. Taking over the world can come later.

There is a battle inside me between the Jonny you know and the person I have been holding back since I was a child that just wants to tear apart this world.

I stood on the roof of a building in town with sweat dripping and thought the world was mine for one moment.


I want to become the man I dreamed of being
when I was a child.


One of my strongest musical traits
in my opinion is the unexpected.
I play mostly lead guitar,
my secret passion is rythem
and singing folk style music,
Im quite good at improvition,
I am a feel writer everything
flows from one mood to the next.

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There you are sexy!

www.modmyprofile.com

Heres my links!
-Jackie-
The love of my life.

-Rusk-
My random music.

-Numari Sunset-
Guitarist

-The Scarlet Darling-
guitar and sampling

I will always stand out and those
who obstruct my dreams...
Will be stood on.

I love my girl and music

Random
Bull fighting
Playing chicken
PITTS
Beer pong
Chinese food
Diversity
Nap time
Sex time
Jam time
Show time
Instinct to self-destruct
Thermal explosions
Shredding
Pillaging
SoCo and coke with lime
Heart beats


My Love

I Love My girlfriend,
Jackie
We are the cute lovie dovie type of couple.
And yes we pride ourselves in being cheezily cute with lots of..
public displays of affection (pda).
I have never been so content.
Every day I am in awe that I found the girl of my dreams!

Music
METALCORE
HEAVY ROCK
INDIE
ELECTRONIC PUNK
SCREAMO

I am in NUMARI SUNSET and THE SCARLET DARLING and all of RUSK
::Some of My Favorite Bands::
All That Remains
As We Fight
As I Lay Dieing
At the Drive In
Atreyu
Beck
Pat Benitar
Bjork
David Bowie
Brand New
Bullet For My Valentine
Caliban
Chiamara
Children of Bodom
Chemical Brothers
Cold
The Crystal Meathod
Dark Tranquillity
Ani Defranco
The Dresdon Dolls
Finger 11
Peter Gabriel
Ghosts in the machine
Heaven Shal Burn
In Flames
Iron Maiden
Jay-Z
Joan Jet
Leagion of Doom
Little John
Local H
Machine Made God
Madonna
Marilyn Manson
Mindless Self Indulgence
My Chemical Romance
Nelly
NIN
Nothing Face
Operation Ivy
Orbital
Slipknot
Sponge
Social Distortion
Taking Back Sunday
Stone Temple Pilots
Trivium
Vendetta Red
The list is so damn long
it go's on forever, lol.

Music:

My blessing, My curse.

Movies:



~Tragidies~
~Indi~
~Horror~
~excetra~
I love movies that leave you upset sad or nervous.

Television:

I dont watch much tv because it babysat me for the 80's I just grew out of it.

Books:

It hurts, I need glasses I can’t afford, and it doesn’t matter anyway because life experience is all I need.

My Blog

Do you really matter? I have an answer.

I know these are generalizations but I only used these examples to make what I had to say easier to get out. I know that summing up 6billion people is more complicated than this but for my small worl...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 09:46:00 PST

Victory is Ambivolent

Heres an artsy picture.       Lirycs strait from the noodle   Victory is ambivalent   An empty cartridge Ejected from a gun that has never Been fired The smoke rises a...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:47:00 PST

What happend on friday.

So you thought you were tuff huh? I fractured the tips of my ring and pointer finger and compleatly shatters the tip of my middle finger. I dropped a 450lb. fork and stack to a geinie lift directly o...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:08:00 PST

Lost of PIX

Im not sure what made the seriouseness come out? Me and Brian in Manhattan all classy. Jackie in Dorchester. Drunk at Tex's apartment in Quincy talking to my special lady friend. Numari Sunset enj...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 12:17:00 PST

Girls are awsome!

I NEED TO LEARN THIS KNOT! If thats what they mean by tying the knot then hells yeah!...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 05:00:00 PST

Music Dork!!!!

JONATHAN RUSK Age: 24 Years playing: About 11 Generalized Style:    Edgy  Melodic  Agressive  Serene  Semi-Progressive  Intricate  and  Diverse. Guita...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 12:52:00 PST

About Jonny Survey.

JoNnY Me SuRvEy Name: Jonathan Allen Rusk Birthday: 1/10/82 Birthplace: Dorchester, Ma. Current Location: Bridgewater, Ma. Eye Color: Dark Blue and Grey Hair Color: Black Height: 6'2" Rig...
Posted by Poised for the detonation. on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 06:20:00 PST