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About Me

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If we choose happiness and joy and put our Will behind them, that is what we will achieve.

I don't smoke, drink or do drugs. I've spent the last couple of decades working on myself, and I like what I've done so far.

I was born with a questioning nature. This goes especially for authority. My upbringing and lack thereof taught me not to accept things just because someone says so, especially when there is any form of submisson to power involved.

I have faith in things I can see and that benefit me; the Sun, the rain, the environment, the will to do good to one another and medical science. Although there is no evidence for the existence of any mythological beings, I engage in ecstatic worship because it feels good.
Happiness is an inside job, it's my responsibility and I have access to happiness regardless of outside circumstances. I maintain a happy attitude by dwelling on happiness and love, giving loving care to my body and prolecting love and goodwill out to everyone. That means everyone. I believe that spiritual connections with other human beings are real, even if they are nothing more than brain chemistry. Having emotional connections with other people seems to be what we were born to do.
I'm eleven years into a mortgage on a house in the suburbs. I spend my weekends in the warm part of the year cycling, hiking and gardening. Yeah, I grow flowers and tomatoes on my property.

If you want to chat with me on Yahoo Messenger, use [email protected].

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Kindred spirits; creative people, artists, writers, dancers, people whose hearts are full of love for the wonder of life, people who stop to look closer than the surface, people who take the time and energy to question and to think. Buddhists, Hindus, Magi, backpackers, surfers, rockabillies, zombies, anybody who was in the punk/industrial/goth scene in SLC between 1988 & 1991. That's when I was part of that little scene and I'm a little curious about who is still alive. The greatest gift you can give anyone is your honest self. It's the only unique gift anyone can give." - Fred Rogers

My Blog

Update

I'm unemployed again and looking for work. More importantly, I'm eligible for unemployment benefits and waiting for the DWS to make a deposit in my bank account. I'm looking for funding to return to c...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 10:48:00 GMT

New Plan

The L.D. fiancee thing didn't work out, she's keeping her options open for a bigger paycheck, so I'm going to get a bigger paycheck and go back to Bali again in a few years. I plan on retiring there a...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 01:53:00 GMT

Update

I'm terribly lonely. It's been a couple weeks since I heard from Maria. I know she went to Amsterdam on the 24th of January. I got an email from her a few days before, she told me that I wouldn't hear...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 07:55:00 GMT

A new year, time to evaluate.....

Well it's a new year. Time to look over what  I've done in the last year and what changes I want to make in the next year.  Except for losing the best-paying job I've ever had, I did really ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 04:11:00 GMT

Mind control, success and mental discipline

Happy thoughts make your life happy. Miserable thoughts make your life miserable. Nobody thinks in your mind but you.You may think it impossible to control your thoughts and emotions, but try to hold ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 10:47:00 GMT

Second Interview, with references

Today I interviewed with Larry, one of the founders of the company. I was five minutes early, he was late. The job is inbound sales at an Industrial Instruments shop. It requires a diverse s...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 02:03:00 GMT

Turning point

Anyone who knows me well can tell that I both suffer from and enjoy unmedicated bipolar disorder. I tried medication for it once, but the doctor just prescribed some pills for me based on one see...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 04:24:00 GMT

Going backpacking alone tomorrow. Ill be gone until Thursday

I went to the Uintahs with Bob for 3 days last week. I fished, for the first time in many years. Probably 13 years. I did good; caught 2 trout too small to keep and 2 pan-sized. The 2 small trout were...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 03:48:00 GMT

Looking for work

I got fired from Qwest last Friday. Since I worked there for 4 1/2 years. I will get unemployment, but it won't start paying until July and it's less than half of what I was making with Qwest. I'm not...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:30:00 GMT

Winter Rambling

      It's dusk when I leave the house for work and dusk again when I leave the office for home. The sun hovers around the southern edge of the horizon for eight hou...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 13:55:00 GMT