A letter to Spikey... |
A commercial came on- needless to say, a white dog was in it. Terrier breed- but nonetheless I thought of you. I miss you. I think of you and I cry terribly loud, uncontollably. My pain is so dens...
Posted by Ryan on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:05:00 PST |
180 degrees |
When things, people, seasons change around me, I’m usually changing with them. Tides turn, plants die, people pass- we change, evolve, and somewhere along the line, we regress. Lives are cycli...
Posted by Ryan on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 01:17:00 PST |
Im ready |
I am someone who has always written about things that truly trouble me, affect my core, shake my soul. But when this happened, no matter how much I thought about how it would go, I never knew my life...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 01:26:00 PST |
Falling star... |
I feel as if sometimes the universe is REALLY trying to tell you things, but sometimes it just doesn't make sense. Here's a short wierd story:So tonight I make an impromptu trip to Ralph's to buy som...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 01:17:00 PST |
I’m my own obstacle aren’t I... |
Why all my blogs are at 2 am and later boggle me as well- so don't inquire. Have you ever looked at yourself and wondered if you were your own wall you had to climb? Have YOU ever been the obstacle ...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 02:50:00 PST |
Thoughts on dating... |
I've been off for the past 2 days and have finally had a chance to slow things down. That means getting up extremely late, going to bed even later, forcing days to blend into one another. A short re...
Posted by Ryan on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 01:47:00 PST |
My TV experience/ Phobia revisited |
I've been on tv before. I'm aware of how things work but nevertheless I'm frightfull. I get into makeup and ofcourse the minute it goes on, so comes the unexplainable tendency my face has to look li...
Posted by Ryan on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 01:16:00 PST |
WARNING: Voyeurism can be sad |
Normally stories of voyeurism are full of steamy imagery and heart palpitating descriptions of sex. Not this one. I've lived in the same apt. for 4 years now. Being on the highest floor has allow...
Posted by Ryan on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:08:00 PST |
It’s happened... |
The day began normal enough- wake up, cup of coffee, try on 30 different outfits only having to remove them to change into a suit later on anyway- normal. Work was filled with agressive people, a ne...
Posted by Ryan on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 02:20:00 PST |
3 |
"They" say that you're always concerned with atleast ONE out of these three things: 1. Love or lack there of 2. Health (In other words "hotness" for the gays) or lack there of 3. Work/ Money or ...
Posted by Ryan on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 12:09:00 PST |
