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About Me

An angel told me one day while I slept
She continued to whisper even though I wept
I took in her words like a starving man
Took it all in and raving I ran
I ran so far from her words a sweet lie
Until I collapsed and was ready to die
But she would not let me have my last peace
Her words ripped my heart and I tasted a piece
A piece of my heart I stole from myself
She placed it in a bottle upon a small shelf
It beats on my shelf with a bit of her words
And flutters all day like a thousand tiny birds
These birds they fly free
Like her love for me
But yes I do love her
Those words make me hover
And though I tried to run away
Tomorrow's not another day
For though she says loves promised
I stand here wanting, alone and unblessed
Eerily dreaming of when I could run
Of the love and light I decided to shun
I'm reminded of the nothing that calls
While her voice whispers in to empty halls
Alone alone the way that it was
In the dank, dark, and the fuzz
The sweet words that she whispered in my ear
Was that nothing is some thing to fear.
Life isn't as complicated as I thought it was. Seeing things outside the narrow scope of my highschool I finally realize just how important everything is and isn't. Why is it that people don't like to look past themselves? Why live in a little bubble? In the past few weeks I have decided on a new mantra. I must tell myself, get up and do. Thats all there really is. Just get up and do. I plan to.
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My Blog

The uninvited (no spoilers)

Ahhh, what to say about this one.  Lately I've been noticing that many horror movies rely on a twist ending.  This one really caught me off guard.  The storyline is driven and thought out.  Most impor...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 14:45:00 GMT

My bloody Valentine

As far as movie experiences go "My Bloody Valentine" had to be one of the least entertaining horror movies I've seen to date.  Many of the plot elements are cliche as most horror movies have become bu...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 03:54:00 GMT

dead comp and broken dreams

Comps dead O.O Its a bummer.  Miss everyone.  hmmmm I feel like starting a band.  I’ve always wanted to do vocals my way >:) if you read this and want to join me give mean Amen pl...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 16:46:00 GMT

Natto and Nightmares

Last Night after work I felt like getting a little dinner because my dear mother and step-father went to Outback Steak House. I hungered for something Japanese and luckily the ABCRI box car track is r...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 21:03:00 GMT

disappear

Some times I think to myself It'd be nice if I could just disappear... the peace I'd find... it sounds so wonderful... Have I given up or have I never even tried?  I don't know anymore... I just ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 04:14:00 GMT

hooray for feeling like shit

wow I thought this feeling would've gone away by now... I have a knack for scaring friends away apparently... why do I feel like shit?  Well thats simple... I let myself feel like shit... an uber...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:13:00 GMT

Another bad night

I feel like shit again tonight... its a less frequent accurance but it still happens sometimes...  I guess I'm still searching for that last piece... that last piece before I can break the b...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 00:21:00 GMT

My red dream

There she was standing in the middle of it all, in each hand was a knife.  The blood did not pool at her feet but spread away from her as it woul if it were thrown into a fan.  The red haze...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 23:22:00 GMT

I miss you

you never really know if someone misses you or not.  There is that little pang of hope however that they are.  Just so you know, I miss you all, each and every one of you, some more than oth...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 07:27:00 GMT

you know what sucks most about caring?

They never seem to care you do... They say its not like they asked you to... and yet somehow when you no longer care...  The ask you to say it isn't true...  Maybe I should stop ca...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 06:47:00 GMT